◊◊Elizabeth Swan◊◊

things that i want (currently)

2011-08-31T21:46:00.003+08:00

i want to go to the beaaaaachh

i want my hair to grow as long as herss

i want this shoe

I WANT THIS SHOE

i want to do whatever theyre doing cause it looks fun

i want tom felton

i want a plain silver chain bracelet
that i can wear everywhere without taking out

& i want an itouch.

.... random, but yea.
k love you guyz, bye.

oh and if you havent heard,
im working at the starbucks in KLCC
so... come visit. :)
k bye.

yea, i'm actually blogging. :)

2011-08-03T20:18:00.004+08:00

hello, hello.

its been awhile eh.
well.. more than awhile.
more like, a long freaking time
since i've last blogged,
but some things just can't be said through vlogs
because itd be like a bloody speech or something.

so anyway, a lot have been running through my mind
and going on in my life
that has left me terribly confused.

well. ..honestly im not confused
i just like to think that i am,
because it seems that ignorance (on purpose) is bliss.
when we all know all ignorance brings
is... well nothing good. hahah

but i mean, what i've been thinking about
is like how me, and almost everyone around me,
have put our identity in things that are just
so fragile and not eternal.
for example,
if you put your identity in your family
and your family makes you feel sure of yourself
and makes you feel secure,
and that you have a future,
that you will always have someone there,
and.. etc.

what if there was an accident,
and your whole family is gone,
with you left alone?
(don't think that it wouldn't happen,
because we all know that its possible.)
or replace the word 'family' with
wife/husband/bf/gf/job/whatever thats big in your life.

yea you will their money, property, possessions,
but whats the use?
you'd feel as if theres really nothing more to life.
(although, there is more of course.)
& you might even start to hate the One
that gives life and takes away,
God.

***

now its really easy to say that i want to put God first in my life,
that He comes before everything,
and that when im tested, i will not fail.
but really.. its got to be the hardest thing to do EVER,
for a human being.
every decision, and choice, and action,
has to be done with Him first.

how do we know that God isn't first in our lives?
Easy.
which do you spend more time doing:

playing computer games or praying?
watching tv or praying?
studying or praying?
playing sports or praying?
talking to your friends or talking to God?

all He's ever asked of me is to put Him first
and as easy it sounds
its something that i've been failing again, and again.

but anyway, i have been trying.

& i just.. wanted to tell people
(if people actually still read my blog.
i'll love you guys forever if you do.)
about how i feel,
and hope that i could be a help somehow.
maybe not today,
or tomorrow.
but someday when you start to lose something
that means the world to you.

we will never and can NEVER lose God.
He is the beginning and the end,
the planner of our lives,
the reason that we even live actually,
and really, all that we could ever need.

and no matter how dark our lives may seem
God is light,
and if God is in our lives,
it means Light will be in our lives.
& if we follow the Light (follow God)
we can't possibly go wrong.

so thats basically all i wanted to say
and as usual, i shall end this blog post with
a narcissistic picture of myself.
lots of love. (:

oh wait.
... i dont think thats me.

there.
heehehehhe
yea , im lame, whatever. hehe
mwah!

college, baby!

2011-04-12T20:57:00.007+08:00

Elizabeth Tan is officially a college student.
wooootsss.
heehhehe after so much debates with myself and others

on what to study,

who knew it would have came down to Fashion Design.
i know you're thinking,
"can she even sew??!"
well.... i can learn ok! haahahahaha

and i've sewed beforeee.
quite a lot actually :D
there was once i cut my jeans and made em into shorts.
i even sewed my pants in ns when there was a hole.
& yea, there was a hole in my ns pants.
yea, right there. (:
but those were all hand sewingg.
i dont know about them machines.
pretty scared of em cause they can move really fast.

anyways, im really excited to start with semester 2,

which will be when we start learning the actual
fashion design syllabus.
semester 1 is just foundation which all of the courses
have to take first.
heheheh the head of fashion design in PJCAD
is also the stylist for Ed Hardy in Malaysia.
how cool is thaat?

.... well, no i dont like ed hardy and i think its a waste of money,
but.. whatever its still cool kan. eheheheheh

so these are three of my new girlies heheheh, meet :

Samantha Tan.
Same surname as me! heheheh
shes the only one in our gang thats doing graphic design,
which means shes in separate foundation class as us. ):
shes super funny thoughh.

Michelle Wong.
hahahaha she seriously looks like a malay kan?
apparently shes pure chinese :O
&& i super love her sense of fashion.
seriously. <3

&& Amanda Lee.
i know what you guys are thinking,
another amanda lee??
hahahah and yea it gets confusing,
but shes the sweetest girl ever
& im so glad ill be having her with me for the next three years
nyahhaahhah.

sorry for the horrible picture quality,

took em pictures with my bb so.. yea.
explains it. hahaha

oh and by the way,
subway has like THE BEST soft chocolate chip cookies. ever.
Way better than famous amos, and way cheaper too!
that was random, but yea.

so tomorrow were all going on an outing
to some place called Rimbun Dahan .
heheh its part of the orientation.
(yea we have outings and such because we're cool like that ;) )
& on thursday we're going to FRIM .
hahahaaha but not sure if i want to go for that one.
im so not a jungle trekking person.

ooh & we took our pictures for our student ID cards today
and im hoping hoping hoping it turns out nice
since i have to wear it around for the next three years. :O

anyway on a side note,
i've been thinking and my sister has been asking me,
to start vlog-ing since i want to be a tv hostess in the future.
opinions anyone?
should i shouldnt i should i shouldnt i.
i mean.. what on earth would i even talk about.
or maybe you guys could suggest topics. :D
pleaaseplease leave your opinions here
or in my formspring if you're feeling shy or something.
heheheh thankssss.

wow it feels like this blog post is really long for some reason.
oh well. thats whats been happening so far.
Till whenever, cyas. ((:

p.s. i ran in freaking diving flippers for an ice breaking game
during orientation. not easy, but you can bet i looked like a retarded penguin.
& no, i did not trip and fall, thank God.

hello :D

2011-04-11T20:55:00.002+08:00

hiiii.
so i know im supposed to blog about my first day of college,
but im dead tired and i can barely think.
all im going to say now,
is that im moving from interior design to fashion design.
AND IM SO EXCITED!!!!!
heheehehehheh.
made new awesome friendsss.
and.. yea.
till im not too tired. cyasss <3

let it go.

2011-04-04T20:17:00.006+08:00

so who knew i'd end up with a 50% scholarship
off my tuition fees for the whole 3 year course,
even though my results were not all that great.
I mean come on, i had 4A-
which are barely counted as As,
but.. oh well. Its all good :D

now see, i really hate going anywhere alone,
but starting from next monday,
its a 40 minute ride alone in the lrt
and quite a walk to college by myself,
in which i have to cross a lot of roads.
i hate crossing roads -.-
i've got to start getting used to it i guess.

its finally time for me to grow up & go to college. :')
i've got to let go of so many comforts that im used to,
so many habits that have sunk in,
& all the hurts in the past.
Time for a new chapter.

on a random note,
my favourite red alexa bag which
i bought online two weeks ago
is of such cheap quality,
the handle is tearing,
And the strap hook broke!
and i wanted to use the bag for college. -.-
well.. at least this means i get to go bag shopping again hehehehe
which by the way, im doing on wednesday. nyehh.

i want to find a backpack like this!
(i know the picture is small but its the only nice one i could find)
heheh & i know its not big enough for college,
but i just want one cause its cute.
i dont know where to find it though ):

so.. till i have something new to blog about.
cya (:

like whoaa

2011-03-23T22:09:00.003+08:00

ok so obviously this post is about my spm results.

when i first arrived at the dewan,

they were already announcing who got straight As.

i walk in and the first thing i know is

Melodie walking towards me saying

"They already pass your class... you didnt get straight As."

& in my heart i was like ................. ok panic time.

so after they finish announcing all of em with straight As

it was time for us to collect our results

by our individual classes.

Let me just say, standing in line,

waiting for my turn to get my results

is just the most nerve wrecking experience ever. -.-

teacher found my slip and looked through it

and.. she had a small smirk

(i almost yanked it out of her hands at this point)

when she handed it to me

hahahah my hands were freaking shaking.

9 As and 1B .

1 freaking B. lawl

so yea im pretty pleased with my results.

& well.. i dont mean to brag or complain

but it wouldve been so much nicer

if i could say

" i got straight As "

instead of

" i got 9As and 1B"

i guess i shouldve worked a littleeee bit harder.

even mrB said i was too lazy thats why. eesh.

oh the B was for bio btw.
andd it was a B+ which means
a few more marks couldve made it an A-.
WASTED.

so anyways now i pretty much feel like this chick right here.

i really thank God for all of this.
hahah i still believe its a miracle.
(honestly barely studied squat)
so... yea. ((:

till whenever. cyas

i ish happy!

2011-03-21T22:51:00.003+08:00

i ish extemely happy todayyyss!
(im hoping this doesnt meant that
something bad is about to happen
since SPM results day is on wednesday)
but i am still so happy todayy!! ^^
heeheheheehehh

because because because
today i was just sitting in front of my laptop
in the morning
And my sister suddenly goes like,
"hey bo are you doing anything today?"
and im like, no, why?
and she asks me to go with her to see Sarah Lian in Pavilion,
cause Sarah is leaving for Canada
and my sister wanted her to give me
some advice since i really want to be in the
entertainment industry.

&& so Sarah gave me A LOT of good advice.
now i have a clearer view of what i should
do, think, practice, research up, and
how i should see things from so many different perspective.
oh and my sister gave me a lot of advice too.
hehehe im so blessed, really.

p.s. Sarah Lian is SO COOL.@.@
and .. i just love her accent. dang.

anyways, other than that,
i bought a new pair of denim shorts
AND the off shoulder top ive been looking for!
heehehhe sooo happy.

oh AND i bought the exact doughnut
that i had been craving for! hehehe
doughnut with chocolate icing and colourful sprinkles.
was supposed to take a picture of it
but i already devoured it so.. yea.

heheh ive been starting to play the piano again,
i realized that i kinda missed it.
oh & if you're wondering,
yes im pretty freaked out about results day.

till whenever.
(which will probably be in a few days)
cyas.

shoes!

2011-03-15T22:38:00.005+08:00

so today Denise, Manda and I went out to celebrate Denise's birthday
and.. i bought three pairs of shoes! heeheehheheh
i know its supposed to be Denise's birthday, but.. yea (:
OH AND I FOUND MY DREAM SHOES.
(the one on the left hand side of the picture)
& bought em of course heehehheh.
oh ya, Happy Birthday Denise!
poor thing, we didnt even get her a cake or anything.
focused more on finding shoes lawl.
we only got her two Cake Pops from starbucks.

i think im becoming a severe shopaholic. -.-
i want to buy everything.
had to borrow money from Denise to get this Charles & Keith purse
that i reallyreallyreally wanted today too. ehhehhehheh.

oh and i also got a denim shorts from cotton on. (:
and.. i just bought a bag online.
last week i bought 4 tops from bangsar
& two tops from forever 21.
week before that bought 2 jeans and a top from cotton on again.
same week, bought 2 rings from diva which i am nuts about.
uhmm.. not that much what. right. .... o.o
well honestly most of my money goes to food.
im eating all the time. -.-
(oh and i ordered the MWT baseball sweater cause its so cool.)
gotta find a treasure map and dig out some gold.

hahah something cute happened in starbucks today too

but im too lazy to blog about it
because its no fun to read it, youve got to hear the story in person :D

random stuff:
~i want to watch Rango!

~got the acceptance letter from PJCAD.

~performing at MWT Live turned out quite fun after all.

~ive been wanting to go overseas for quite sometime now.

~im excited to get my results, but i really dont expect much.

~i cant wait to wear my new shoes out.

~im craving for mcd's strawberry milkshake.(!!!)

~i wish i could get some easy job like to sing at a cafe or something.

~ive been really addicted to LOTRO.

kay, im off to sleep now.
till whenever, goodnight.

wishlist

2011-03-04T12:58:00.002+08:00

so im going through tumblr
and im looking at how these gorgeous girls dress up
and i want to dress like em toooo! ehehhee

So many things that i want to buyyy.
so i decided to share em with you guys here.
.. not that it will do you any good, but. whatevs (:

1. these kind of shoes!!
i have no idea where to get em,
but i really want a pair.
i think they look really sweet ehehhheheh

2. & 3. The over-sized top on the left
(i want like at least five of em)
and the denim shorts on the right
(i wants at least, LEAST, uhmm.. two?)
problem with me and finding nice denim shorts
are that most of the ones they sell here
are all too short for me -.-

4. this kind of bag!!
vintage messenger bags are so awesomes. gosh.

5. & of course, i saved the best for last
i want my own lomo camera!
i want a Diana F+ En Pink to be exact.

i want i want i want i wanttt!
well, im going out with manda and denise next week
(sort of forced em to teman me to shop)
and hopefully id be able to get most of what i want ehehehe
CANT WAIT.

im taking my undang test tomorrow
and i havent studied so.. hehe i should get on to it now.
finding it so hard to tear myself away from tumblr though.

till whenever.

Hello March.

2011-03-01T20:38:00.004+08:00

no, i did not do this awesome typography,
i got it from tumblr.

Speaking of which,
just as of today, i have decided
that i will be an active tumblr reblogger.
hahahaha too many absolutely beautiful &
unbelievably gorgeous photographs out there,
i just have to show it to anyone who might stumble
across my tumblr page,
who might not have seen em before! heehehhe

so, my tumblr id is elizabethtsm
go check it out if you wanttss.
if you reblog awesome pictures,
let me know and ill follow you! hehee

*

on a side note,
spm results will be out in a about two weeks time,
but i cant really tell how i feel about it.
either way, my mum and i are going to PJCAD tomorrow to register already.
we're going to try taking the public transport route together
so that id know where to go.

anyways i have to go now.
going to watch I Am Number Four
(Alex Pettyfer!!!!)
till whenever, cya hehehh

satisfied, Bo?

2011-02-27T01:06:00.004+08:00

so a few minutes ago i decided to click on the 2008 archive
at the side of my blog

& i have to say,
i used to have a pretty good sense of wit.
hahahahahaa
no idea where it disappeared to,
because nowadays my blog posts are boring and lame.
oh well.

one of the post was as usual,
a list of random stuff about me,
and among em was this :

*my future kid's names will be:
girls- Sierra Valentine
Claire Diamond
boys- Romeo Dantes
Christian Doyle

i looked at those names and
all that was on my mind was like
"what was i thinking??!
those names seriously sound
like b-grade pornstars who didnt even make it!"
i mean dude. Sierra Valentine? -.-
Claire Diamond??! hahahahahah lame!

the only name i like is Christian Doyle.
and im still sticking with Claire for my girl,
but those last names have to go
out the window
into the drain
right through the sewers
and away to eternity.

*

anyway, back to the main point of the post.
i've FINALLY decided what im going to do.
and YES, this time its actually final.
hahahahah i know how many times you guys must have read this,
but seriously, this time its for real.
im going to do interior design at PJCAD.
mark my words. ahahaha
enough of me changing my mind,
enough of me being indecisive,
this is it.
& honestly, im actually pretty much very super excited! ^^
& yes, i am finally satisfied with my decision.

so the first thing i do is go on tumblr
and follow em interior design post-ers.
there are soooo many extremely creative people out there
its ahmazingly insane!
heres one among those that i really liked

if only my room could be like this. :')

anyway its almost half past 1 am
And ive got to wake up for church tomorrow
so i guess i should be heading to bed.
goodnight everyone,
& i hope you have a good sunday.
till whenever, cyas.

hello agains

2011-02-24T23:25:00.003+08:00

i know i have not updated in really long
but its only because nothing much has really been happening.
but on the contrary,
its not that ive been staying at home and rotting my ass off,
just that ive been going out a lot,
but doing pointless walking around in malls.
so.. yea.

oh but with the exception of yesterday,
when esther and i went to KLCC with a mission :
to find a hot white guy and ask for a picture .
hahahah unfortunately it failed miserably.
All the white boys were taken.

what interesting thing that happened was that
while we were walking in the park
a group of indonesian girls came up
and asked us to help them take a picture
so esther helped em, and after that,
they asked for a picture with us
And were like, uhmm... sure.
and after that awkward group picture
it became even more awkward when they asked for a picture , one by one.
they each wanted a picture with us. hahahhaha so cute.
made us feel like celebrities ;p

oh and we were also stalked by five arabian guys for awhile.
actually freaked us out.
had to like speed walk away. hahaha

anyways, if youre curious on what my answer would be
if you asked me the question "hows life bo?"
my answer is that it currently sucks.
just.. alot of things going on in my mind.
& i hate having to continuously debate with myself.

also , my brother and my mum keeps questioning me
About my choice of doing performing arts.
they said id be wasting money.
hahah well i have to agree actually.
i mean im not going to be oblivious to the fact that
performing arts is a pretty silly course,
but i chose it because i really love performing,
and i really love acting.
but my brother said that i can just go join an acting club for that.
soo.. now im back to square one,
but with more pressure this time,
because my mum is supposed to hand in the registration forms on sunday.
omgg. -.-
i have no clue.

im going out with em girls Manda and Denise tomorrow.
hopefully it'll help clear my mind a little.

till i find a little peace of mind, cya.

im not good at titles.

2011-02-06T00:26:00.003+08:00

im not good at setting a title for my blog posts.
usually that takes up like a whole lot of my time before i blog.
sooo.. yea. -.-

anyways here is a self absorbed picture of me
because i think i look quite cute in these glasses.
quite only.
.... heehehehehhe.

so basically, nothing much has been going on.
ive just been going out alot to relatives and friends houses.
and now that ive got more money from em angpaus,
i get to shop some more!! :D
caaantt waaittt hehehehe.
.. my parents should sign me up for shopaholic anonymous or something.
i think its starting to get pretty bad. lawl.

i think during chinese new years,
the cause of me gaining weight is actually not the food
but the many cans of shandy that i drink.
i cant help it that i love shandy!! ):

they should make like a diet shandy or something.
i drink at least two cans a day.
this is so random, but yea. whats new eh.

on another random note,
i cant wait for college to start!!! :D
oh yea. hahaha i forgot to blog about my change in education plan.
now its no more US, & im going to Sunway instead,
but im still sticking with performing arts.
people are telling me that its a waste of my brains,
and honestly everytime anyone says that to me
i get really ticked off,
because i LOVE performing
and theres nothing else that i want to do,
so dont tell me i should be doing law, or medicine, or engineering
or whatever boring ideas you have for my life,
i want to perform, thanks for your concern. (:

p.s. nowadays ive been losing track of what day is it,
& dont even ask about the date because i have no idea,
& im not sure if this is a good thing, but yea.

as usual, till whenever. cya.

The Show

2011-02-02T15:45:00.005+08:00

like i said, id do a cover of it.
if you dont like it then... whatevs. hahahahah
ooh and i got new glasses ^^
at least they look a lot better than my old one.
id actually wear this one out.

happy chinese new year everyone!
wishing you all a long life filled with favour and prosperity (:

p.s. i have no idea why the music and the video arent aligned.

till whenever. cya.

Like A Star (cover)

2011-01-31T16:46:00.002+08:00

since i had nothing else to do today,
i decided to play around with Celia
thats the name of my new purple guitar.

i removed all my previous videos on my youtube account
cause i think theyre lame. (:
oh and ignore the part where i go "ooooooooh" cause its screwed up.
the next cover om going to be doing is
The Show by Lenka.
i think its such a cute song. heheh

anyways yea. till whenever.
p.s. yes, im enjoying being out of ns. :D

im baaackkk!!

2011-01-28T22:56:00.003+08:00

hello!! hello heello heeeeello!
heehehheheh
it feels like i havent updated in ages
but it has only been three weeks.
well, as many of you may know by now
im back from NS !!!!!
(thankGodforthat)
i HATE IT.
and i never ever want to go back.
what a waste of my time.
i mean, i did meet some really cool people there
but the program and everything is just
waaaayy too boring & lame.

anyhows, i managed to escape before
any hardcore kawad-ing activities were carried out
so no, im not sunburnt and all dark. :D

what do i hate about NS?
i hate the fact that theres so many rules
the instructors are all pretty nuts
the schedule is so tight and tiring
the program is so boringg
the food sucks
the weather SUCKS
and.. yea. i just hate it.
and yes i know hate is a strong word....
but i really do hate it. hahahahah
this is such a hateful post. -.-

so on the third week of ns,
i suddenly caught super high fever
and the medic at the camp had to send me to the clinic outside
the clinic said i was suspected to have dengue
& i went to the clinic three days in a row
which meant i skipped three days of classes
And on the third day she finally gives me 5 days of mc
and i got to go home. ^^
oh and one of the days,
i actually hyperventilated 5 times on that day itself.
freaking scary. whole body cramped up each time.
two nurses had to accompany me while i eat lunch. hahahaha

so anyways, since ive been to the clinic so many times
the doctor there already knows me
And today when i asked to go back there to see the doctor
the medic said ok.
so i went, asked her for surat pengangguhan
told her my back hurts and i tak larat and all
&& because she thinks im super sick and
i think for some reason she likes me,
she said yes straightaway to my request hahahahaha
so thats how i got my deferral ^^

to those of you who are yet to be chosen
i wish you goodluck :D
im still absorbing the reality that im actually home!!!
seriously, theres nothing like home.
so glad to be back. hehehehh
cant wait to find a part time job somewhere!
till whenever, cyas <3

Happy New Year!!

2011-01-01T21:16:00.002+08:00

so i really wish i could write a long and meaningful post
about both 2010 and 2011
but unfortunately i am too extremely tired
and all i can think about is
sleep, NS, and .. ben. (:
because i love ben so much thats why.

yes, ill be leaving for national service tomorrow
i really dont know what to expect
not having a phone for five days is already mental torture.
not sure if i will survive that. ahahaha
so anyways, it means that i wont be blogging for at least
a month or so.
so after this, dont have to bother checking back
for a longg while. hahahaha

as for my new year resolution
i've still yet to make one.
i have noo idea at this point, what to resolute. hahah
hopefully ill figure it out in ns. (:

so, Happy New Year everyone!
i hope you have a great one & that
All the blessings and favour will follow you.
wish me luck for ns!
till whenever, cyaas.

outing! (again)

2010-12-28T19:29:00.006+08:00

went out with fabi and denise today
at first the plan was just to go for lunch at Delicious
but we ended up in times square
and watched Little Fockers.
heehehe funny show (:

&& since im too lazy to arrange the pictures
here they are in completely random order.
even thought i slept for 13 hours last night
(went to sleep at 9)
i still feel as exhausted as nutssss.
had no mood the whole dayy. haih.
oh but i bought a jumpsuit though! haahhaha
going to wear it tomorrow.

now all i want to do,
is watch tv until i feel extremely sleepy
and drop dead on my bed.
OH. yea. i even forgot to brush my teeth last night.
and in the morning too.
HAAHAHAHAH
yea you had to know. (:
im that tired. lawl.

sticky date puddingggg!!!
as wrong as it sounds
it is my faaavouuuriitteee. <3>

fabi and denise shared this chocolate brownie
which in my opinion
has too much nuts in it.
sticky date pudding wins.

so till whenever,
which will probably be in a few days,
cya. (:

hello!!

2010-12-27T17:57:00.006+08:00

im soooo sorry for not updating since forever,
but i've been really busy.
mainly going out alot
and having alot of dance practices.
& i know i should blog about prom
but the thing is,
there really isnt anything to blog about.
haahahaha
the only part i enjoyed the most
is Caprice's cute back up dancer.
I WANT HIS NAME AND NUMBER >:(

anywaays. the picture is me, with Ben
a teddy bear i brought to bring with me to NS hahahahahahah
who cares if people think im a baby!??!?
i need it so that i wont feel that homesick ok.
and the balloon.. well. ahhaha i think it was the decoration
at the Boost shop.
but fabi helped me ask the guy for one
just because i wanted a balloon.
(yea i know im such a kid)
yeayss.

heheh ive been going out day after day after day
and im honestly extremely EXHAUSTED.
tomorrow i've to go out with fabi and denise
wednesday im going out with the whole church gang
thursday i have to go out with my mum.
friday to saturday, i have to be in church
&& sunday, im off to NS. -.-
i feel stressed thinking about my own agenda. lawl
i havent even packed for ns.
dont even know what to pack.
anyone, any ideas(??)

im so tired right now,
i dont even know what to think or do anymore.
OMGGGGGGG.
the more i blog about this
the more stressed out im becoming
it feels like im going to have a breakdown. -.-

i better go off now.
hahah sorry i cant blog about more stuff.
seriously, TOO TIRED.
kay. till whenever. bye.

*updated*
here are two pics from prom.
no he was not my date.
i love my bestfriends.
k. bye.

&& i'm OUT!

2010-12-16T18:34:00.002+08:00

out of high school that is. ((:
ive been waiting for this for what seems like forever!
but actually if i think about it, it doesnt seem that long after all.
i can't believe i made it through hahahah

if you saw me when i was form 1
you probably wouldnt believe that im the same person as i am today.
i can't believe i spent one whole year in the last class.
hahaahhah it was TORTURE i tell you.
but well, it was an experience.

i can't tell whether im going to miss high school or not.
( probably not. )
as for now, im just glad to be out!!
no more waking up early in the morning
forcing myself to take a shower even though its so cold.

now, all im worrying about, is NS.
hahahah actually im mainly worried about the first day
when i go there, and not know anyone.
i hope i dont end up as some loser in camp with no friends. lawl.
but... i cant wait to go shopping for ns! hahahhh
i cant wait to do any kind of shopping actually.
havent shopped in ages!!
speaking of which, IM GOING SHOPPING TOMORROW!
yeaaaaahhhh. (:

anyways back to all the lame flash games ive been playing.
totally addicted to them.
brings me memories of when i was a kid.
when i'd download all these games,
get some virus in the computer
get screwed my my sister/brother
and then secretly download some more.

till whenever. lovesss <3

national service.

2010-12-13T14:18:00.002+08:00

so i know how much i've been complaining
about being chosen for National Service and all.
and dont get me wrong,
the thought of going to some deserted place in perak
called Mukim Sungkai still gives me shudders.
and i still dont like the fact that i wont even have any friends there.
but i figured, stressing over which college to register to
and forcing myself to do alvls just to escape ns
is just pure retarded. -.-

today, i was looking through colleges and all again
and i came across the perfoming arts majors.
and all these while, its been what ive always wanted to do.
acting, i mean.
and of course i also realized that going to any performing arts colleges
in malaysia is just going to be a complete failblog.com, so
i decided to revert back to my original plan from the begining of last year.
(taking SATs and going to US)

so i texted my mum, telling her about my plan
of taking SATs, and going straight to the US for a four year degree,
and she totally supports it! :D
my dream university has got to be Lipscomb University in Nashville
so shes asking me to aim for that.
im going to have to work real hard for my SATs though
cause ill need like a 75% scholarship hahahah *fingers crossed

oh well. if all goes according to plan,
sacrificing three months of torture in a boot camp
and marching around under the sun ,
would actually be worth it
if i get to spend four years in the US.
IM SO EXCITED.

ill just leave it all to God i guess.
hopefully ill survive ns.
ive yet to start studying for bk.
i think i better start now.
Till whenever, <3

keep me where the light is.

2010-12-11T20:01:00.002+08:00

hello, hello.
so, i just came back from my church youth's camp,
and it was AWESOME. (!!!)
despite the fact that my throat is rather suicidal at the moment.
and my head is pounding, im guessing due to lack of sleep.
had such an awesome time with the people there
and the pastor was just amazing.
it felt so weird without Sue Jan there though!! ))':

*

anyways, on the spm note,
NO, my spm is not over yet,
so PLEASE stop asking me
how post spm life is. -.-

i still have bible knowledege next thursday
and btw its one of my hardest subjects. lawl.

after thursday, then you can ask me that typical question :
"so hows life after spm?"
in which, let me just warn you, you will recieve a typical reply :
"its great! :D"

*

i came home to find the yellow slip from the post man
to collect my ns letter from the post office :O
im actually debating whether i should go for it.
I REALLY DONT WANT TO GO.
but everyone says i should.
but i really dont want to go. at all.
thing is, i have nooooo idea which college to register to
and i dont want to rush myself into choosing one.
i only have less than two weeks to choose
(since youre only allowed to defer, within two weeks
of receiving the letter)

i feel like pure crap now,
thanks to the sore throat,
headache,
national service,
college issue,
scars on legs from fleas,
itchiness from sandflies,
and feeling of feeling fat.
(yes i did put on weight at camp.)
so im just going to continue blogging another day.
probably after thursday.
till whenever <3

itchyy!!!

2010-11-27T19:23:00.002+08:00

OMGGG
I AM LIKE GOING THROUGH
THE EPITOME OF SUFFERING
THAT CAN BE CAUSED MY AN INSECT.
T.T

so remember that random cat that brought its kittens?
my sister decided to bathe one of em
cause it was left all alone.
so who wouldve known,
that the fleas would jump on her,
and NOT BITE HER
but somehow,
BITE ME INSTEAD
and leave me in pure torment. -.-
(& im not even kidding about the torment.)

like seriously, i have freaking 31 flea bites
ALL OVER MY BODY.
do you have any idea,
how insanely, insane that is??!
ITS VERY INSANE!!
THUS THE CAPITAL LETTERS!!!!
... *deep breaths.

it takes me at least two hours to fall asleep
because the itches are so bad.
and i wont even take a picture to show you
because its is pure disgusting.
i dont know how the heck im going to live with the scars.

so today i made my mum take me to JJ
so that i can get calamine lotion.
its a freaking lifesaver i tell you.
arhghhg i cant even bring myself to look in the mirror
because it is just plain. GROSS.

hahah anyways along with the lotion
i decided to get myself hair dye
so that i can dye it right after spm
nyahahaha.
i didnt want anything drastic though
so i just picked this dark brown colour.
its like super cheap! 23 buckss. wat the. hahahahh

oh and the sejarah and bm paper were easy.
thank God. (:
barely any ramalans came out, but.. who the heck cares.
the paper was easy anyways. hahah
i counted for the objective
i have at least 35 correct out of 40
so i should be pretty safe. nyehehehhs.

kk i better go off now.
till wheneverr. cyas (:

updates.

2010-11-24T16:18:00.005+08:00

hello, hello.
yes, i do realize that im somewhat supposed to be studying now,
as the sejarah paper for spm is tomorrow,
but.. just decided to give a little random update
(because somehow, yesterday, out of the completely random blue
i suddenly really missed blogging.)

so the papers that ive sat for were only BM and english.
the BM paper was surprisingly easy! :O
such a reliever.
either way, i cant explain the joy that i feel,
over the fact that i do not have to have anything to do with
the language ANYMORE. for the rest of my LIFE.
.. except when im ordering food in mamaks.
but thats a different story.
i hate the language.
cant wait to get rid of all my bm books nyahahahah.
i really pity those students who have to
carry on their syllabus in bm.
i wouldnt survive if i were them -.-

did you know, that our rumusan article was
"kebaikan memakan coklat."
like, seriously. hahaha wtheck.
but im not complaining. it was an easy rumusan ;p

ok and this is really random,
but one of the invigilators is this fat dude
who is just.. such a weirdo.
he was standing on the stage looking at the students right,
then one of the students called for his attention
and you know what he did?
instead of going down, using the stairs like a normal person,
he freaking jumped off the stage.
i swear it was LOUD.-.-
im quite surprised that his ankles arent damaged.
.. maybe they are. who knows.

anyways ill post up pictures from my birthday dinner soon!
&& wish me luck for the rest of em papers. heheheh

till whenever. cyaa

200th post!

2010-11-16T19:44:00.004+08:00

finally, my 200th post!
id like to thank all my readers who have
been reading my blog all this while

and id just like to say thanks to my family and friends
and i want to thank my teachers for the support
and thanks to my... CHEHH. ahhahaah
as if ive had achieved something great -.-

spm is officially in a weeks time,
and.. i cant say how i feel right now.
i guess im starting to panic a little,
but overall.. still pretty calm.
(as you can see, since im here blogging
and not in a corner with a book in my face)

so anyways on a SERIOUSLY random note
i got up this morning
and my sister was like,
Bo, some cat gave ~~bitch~~ birth to three kittens right outside our house!!!
yea, i kind of always make typos when i write the word birth.
once, i almost wished someone Happy Bitchday!!
totally not on purpose!
thank God i wasnt retarded enough to send
without double checking. hahahaah

anyway thats not the point, the point is that
three kittens! outside my house!
and like, i had to go out in half and hour
and was totally freaking out because i knew that
if i went near em kitties the mummy cat would probably like
i dont know.. claw me to pieces or something.
so thank God for my dad who chased it away haahahahah
the kittens hadnt even open their eyes yet!
super adorable. I WANT A KITTEN.

anyways, on another random note,
i am completely utterly in love with Jimmy Needham,
even though he is married
but still.
ok maybe im just in love with his voice and music,
because he is seriously, amazing!!
the world needs more singers like him.
anddd hes a christian singer too. <3

"So, this is what it feels like to live life
So, this is breathing air for the very first time
The Son of man, He came here to give life
And in return He asking for mine
I've Been captured by grace
I'm not going away
I'm Yours to take"
-Jimmy Needham in Yours to Take.

back to the books now,
(okay that might be a white lie)
but yea.
ttys darls! :D

You & I

2010-11-15T22:29:00.003+08:00

spm is in a weeks time
and here am i recording covers.
hahahaahahhaahha.
.. ok not really funny.
but yea. something is wrong with me. lawl.

i recorded the guitar first,
put it in the pc
played it on quicktime
and sang to it.
and since its so extremely soft
i could barely hear the guitar at all when i sing
(i already made the volume maximum)
so my timing is .. really. messed. up.
but.. hahaha whatever i was just bored.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QyUb3d5fBC0

oh yea. and i decided on not going graphic design.
i have NO idea what to do
and am totally stressing out.
so far at the moment, its
automotive engineering,
architecture,
international business
or public relations.

help!! :S

valentine.

2010-11-09T17:50:00.003+08:00

i know its not valentines day anytime soon
but Raisa suggested that i do a cover of this song
& since i lovee this song,
i decided to record it today (:
used the nikon to record it. hahahh

oh and Raisa if you couldnt catch
what i said at the end, it was
"I miss you Raisa! *fly kiss*"
hahahah

heres the youtube link.
i just created the account so
ill probably post any videos up there
from now on.
Since blogger is so retarded. -.-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=grozC3mc08I

DSLR!

2010-11-08T20:41:00.006+08:00

so today i texted my dad,
"daddy if youre going to the supermarket please
buy more salad vegetables and if you can, please
help me call the specs guy and ask about the contacts"

and he replied
"bo i just bought a canon dslr, model D550
and a nikon compact digital camera. "

and i was like
............ that is so random. lawl.

hahah he said he only wanted to get the nikon
but the shop dude somehow managed to convince him
to get a dslr. -.-
anyways i figured i might need it for next year
so its cool. hahahah

ooh and he also bought the 50mm lens!
i gotta learn how to use all of these though
im like a complete noob at these stuff.
i just know that the 50mm takes nice pictures
because sue jan uses it & told me bout it ^^

used the dslr to take picture of the nikon
and the nikon to take picture of the dslr -.- hahah
the nikon pretty much sucks though.
it takes really yellow pictures for some reason.
wish he bought a lumix instead.

or the one that has a screen in front.

well.. you know what i really want right now?
good ice cream. dang these cravings.

just another day.

2010-11-06T20:30:00.004+08:00

found this picture on the laptop.
took it at camerons.
gosh i miss that place already.
(and hafiz too) haahahah ;)
i desperately miss my long wavy hair!!!
ive no idea how many times ive repeated this. hahah

decided to play with typo again.
my work is so amateur lawl
but im so in love with typography now omggg. -.-
need to get my head back to spm. hahah
there are sooo many insanely cool typos out there. haih.
takes quite a lot of effort and patience to do though.
or maybe im just too lazy.
hahahahaaa

anyways i used the word
'burning at these mysteries'
because they were from a song
by switchfoot called, On Fire.
naice song. (:

How do you do?

2010-11-04T23:22:00.003+08:00

played around with photoshop again.
i love this song from switchfoot
and i will always love it.
they are an awesome band :D

i know my "dot" is a little out of shape.
nyehh. ill just leave it at that.

im learning to breathe.

hello again.

2010-11-04T17:37:00.002+08:00

i was playing around with H&M's styling thing
its really cool cause you get to pick your own model
and style her up :D

and i picked this model because i
ReaaallyREALLY reaally really want her hair!! T.T
im growing out my fringe and when it gets long enough
im gonna curl my hair againnn.
then im gonna dye it dark brown like meg fox nyeheheh.

i want that top!!!

& i want every single piece of this outfit. hahahaha
especially the thin brown belt that is barely
visible in the picture, but yes there is a brown belt there
And i want it!!! . dang.

its too bad theres no H&M in malaysia -.-
i dont care what it takes me,
after spm,
i am shopping for a belt like it, and im going to buy it.
well.. along with other stuff.
but main focus is the belt.
dont ask why im so thin brown belt obsessed,
i dont know why either
i just want it!!

... kay i better go off now. hahaha byess

PROM!

2010-11-03T21:04:00.001+08:00

yes, again. hahahaha
my sister showed me this online shop
selling karen millen dresses for like half the price
SUPER GORGEOUS!!!

i want i want i waaant.
... but even if i had it, i wouldnt have the body to pull it off.
sucks.

but oh well.
i already have a dress.
and it IS from karen millen, thanks to my sister!
nyeheheheheh

cant waaaaait!!

typography.

2010-11-03T11:58:00.002+08:00

oooooh im so excited about learning all these stuffss!!
hahah here i am playing with photoshop
and spm is just 20 days away.
cant help it. its fun!! :D

i recently realized that i really like the word, Phoenix.
which is why i used it in the first one.
hahah i used wrong colours for the one with my name
so it looks pretty retarded -.-

.... hehee.

MATTERHORN!

2010-11-01T22:59:00.005+08:00

i cannot believe what i just witnessed.
i have INSANE friends i tell you. haahahhaha
so theres this restaurant called Euro Deli
and theyre currently having a competition called
Matterhorn.

In this competition, they have to beat the clock.
finish a 2.7kg burger, within 45 minutes,
and they get 100 bucks.
fail to do so, and pay 100 bucks. lawl
the meat itself is 1.5 kg!! :O

so five of my friends joined,
only one won
and the one that won,
beat the record!!! :D
Ah Kit is a freaking monster!!
as Joel says, the monster in him, has another monster inside it.
haahahahaha

they had to sign a waiver and all that before starting.

the huge ass burger which looks like a cake! -.-

look at how thick the meat is!!

haahahah a normal burger, and the huge ass monster!

Sue Ann & I. She curled her hairrr!!
heeheh i think its real pretty.

the sausages that we shared ;p
they were super yummy ok!!

you gotta click this picture to see it big.
i was too lazy to edit all of them. hahahah
i numbered them in order and so that i could list the captions here.

1. Ah Kit at 10 minutes. burger half gone.
2. rolling up the bread. he claims he likes all his bread rolled up.
3. stuffing the rolled up bread in.
4. still got time to answer his phone -.-
5. everyone at the back cheering him on
6. moment of victory!!! lawl

the chef came out to hand him the cert and congratulate him :D

all the brave souls who tried it. haahahaha
the record was 42minutes 22seconds.
ah kit beat it by 10s at 42minutes 12seconds!! :D

his well earned cert!

haahhaha i wouldnt advice anyone on attempting this.
it looks so torturous to have to stuff everything down!
at one point, he almost puked everything out.
like it all came back out in his mouth
and water was coming out and stuff.
ahahahahha sick.
but oh well. he did it. :D

ooh but anyone who joins
automatically gets a free mug
and a polaroid picture of yourself and the burger.
if you think its worth it then, why not.
... haahahahah.

dang. i have such crazy friends.

Let It Be

2010-10-31T16:44:00.005+08:00

I fell in love with this song when i heard Kris Allen sing it.
i have not heard the original version though
so i just.. sang it as how i remember it to sound haahhaha
& i did it at my own tempo.
messed up the second verse though so.. yea. lawl.
oh and since im not catholic, i changed the Mother Mary
to my Father. heh.

& yea i look like crap. i tried recording it like six times,
gave up, went to sleep,
woke up, and recorded straightaway again.
hahah and you probably have to blast your speakers as usual,
if you want to hear anything.
i gave up on waiting for the mic -.-

oooooh2 and my dad agreed on getting me blue contacts lenses!!!
SO EXCITED TO GET THEM OMGGGG. :DDDD

When I find myself in times of trouble, my Father comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

*updated*
miss Puerto Rico is HOTT.
i wish i had her body t.t

My First Kiss.

2010-10-30T13:31:00.004+08:00

no, this post is not about my first kiss,

i am just SO addicted to the song by 3oh3!!!
haahahahaha i have no idea why.
i get really excited everytime i hear it. lawl
& its not a good song but.. :D
its so cute!
i always make fabi replay it over and over again in her car haahaha
(and that picture is just a random picture from tumblr
that i thought was really sexy)

anyway on a random note,
yes, i do realize that this new layout makes the 'Hello' counter
on the right, count everytime anyone visits
the Otherlikes page or Aboutme page.
& i really cant stand it.
but i dont want to remove it either.
so whatever. hahahah

i dont really have anything much to blog about.
all thats in my mind now is how
superEXCITED i am to go to college next year
and how everyday im regretting
not talking to Johnny when i saw him. T.T lawl
so i figured that since im probably going to have to
take the lrt like everyday next year,
i might meet him again! :O
fatefatefatefate please dont fail me. hahaa

oh and if youve been seeing me update my twitter
its because i was either using gladly cast sms
or i was with fabi at that time
and she let me use her simcard with has a data plan
so that i can use her BIS ^^
sorry i havent been answering questions on formspring.
three more weeks of torture, then its spm,
THEN ITS ALL OVER.
thank God.

i wonder how id feel like on november 18.
its probably going to be the most stressed up birthday
ive ever had. lawl.

p.s. i realized that if i ever get a bf, he is going to have to be
at least 4 years older than me. hahaha im such a
complicated and weird person,
but thats just the way it is ;p
& johnny is probably at least 4 years older
since he was dressed in working clothes when i saw him
which is why im all nuts over him
& yes i do also realize that i need to get a life. haahahahah

kbyebyeeees.

new & newer.

2010-10-28T23:14:00.002+08:00

i love this layout waaay more than my old one. :D
looks much more neater. haahhaahah
the only problem is, i cant go to the dashboard from this page.
which pretty much sucks, but. nehhh. i like how it looks.
i should be sleeping right now, so. goodnight!
p.s. i am so super excited to go to college right now. no idea why.
k bye.

new template

2010-10-27T12:41:00.003+08:00

so i got bored of seeing all white all the time,
& i decided to go with this new template!
hahahaha it is driving me INSANE though,
because i cannot figure out how to put the About Me section,
next to the Home button. gawwhh.
so yea, obviously i decided to take the easy way out
and just put it as a page at the side. ahhahaha
ill edit it some more when i have the time.

anyways, i lost all the blog links at the side
so if you want me to link your blog,
leave me a comment or text me or msg me on msn okay? okay. (:

hopefully ill figure it out soon enough.
have to leave for kasturi seminar soon.
going to stop by klcc to get some Boost!
have a great day everyone!

hey love.

2010-10-24T20:41:00.002+08:00

hi againn. sorry i havent been blogging recently,
i have been quite.. busy? i guess. i dont know.
anyway, for my trials result,
i got 3A, 5A- and 2B.
hopefully for spm ill be able to do better.
(in other words,
hopefully Kasturi's ramalan

are magically accurate.)

so on friday, before fabi and i went for the kasturi seminar
which was at 3.30,
we decided to stop by klcc for lunch since we were taking the lrt
and dude. hahahah it was such an awesome day!
lets just say, we got to see ALOT of guys. haahahahah

we were on the escalator going a floor up
and we looked to our right at the escalator going down,
and the whole thing was filled with guys. like literally,
not a single girl. we were the only girls there.
and we were just like uhhhh.... this is weird ._.
then we reach the floor that leads to the park
and i swear, like at least a hundred guys were coming in all at once!
haahhaha we were the only girls looking really sesat there.
im guessing it was some kind of male convention or something.
it was just.. weird. hahah i have never in my life
seen so many guys at one place all at once.

anyways, the peak of the day was when i saw my Johnny/Allan.
he was this really cute, tall, chinese-but-looks-mixed guy
with a really nice accent,
that i bumped into at the lrt station.
i didnt get to talk to him though. he is just really cute. hahahahah
and he and his friend 'secretly' followed behind us heehe so cute
and since i didnt get his name, i decided to name him Johnny
but fabi thinks his name is Allan.
but i think its Johnny. (:
... I MISS YOU JOHNNY T.T
lawl i feel so pathetic.

anyways, theres only 30 days left till spm
And fabi has locked up my
formspring
facebook
& twitter
so i cant reply anything. sorry )):
i cannot wait till all of this is over!!
until then, i doubt i will be blogging anytime soon either.

i hope i dream of Johnny tonight.
(Actually i dont really remember his face by now
but i remember his body and thats enough.
hahaahahahahah :D )

well, wish me luck for spm!
im just going to study my hardest for these last four weeks
and leave the rest to God.
till whenever, take care!

sexy supercars!

2010-10-19T11:41:00.007+08:00

recently i have found my new craze :
SUPERCARS

these sexy beasts are sooo worthy
of my attention
more worthy than spm! hahahaahha

like danggg.
ok heres the story,
a few months ago, i decided to look up on cars
and i went to an audi site
and came across the R8
(note, at this time i have NO IDEA whatsoever
about anything that has to do with cars)
but once i saw the R8, i knew, it was my favourite.
which just shows that car stuff is in my genes.
chehhhh ahahahahaha kidding lawl.

and thenn, someone posted up the picture of
the Lamborghini Gallardo on facebook
and i instantly fell in love with it.
i did NOT know at all, that the R8
had been built based on the Gallardo's platform.
in fact i just found out a few days ago. ahahahaha
but at that time the Gallardo replaced R8 in my list.

after the Gallardo, my friend introduced me to
my now favourite baby,
Saleen S7 Twin Turbo Competition.
1000 bhp!!! do you have any idea how insane that is?!
its an american car though and apparently
american cars are known to fail at high speeds
... but i dont care it still looks super sexy,
is wicked fast,
and has a genius design.
of course gallardo has faster acceleration though,
but my baby has higher top speed :D

unfortunately, its a 2006 car that is not manufactured anymore lawl
(it is still my favourite )

i also found the 918 Porsche Spyder Hybrid
which.. i think is launched this year. or something. hahah
freaking sexy design.

one day i will be rich enough
and i will get myself a supercar.
i dont care how long it takes me, I WANT ONE.

hahahh i forced my friend who studies automotive engineering
to teach me everything that i wanted to know
so now, i know alot more about em supercars and how it all works.
nyeheheehhe. awesomes.
i wish i could be a car designer. -.-

soooo ive pretty much wasted at least five hours
looking up about supercars.
but i think its worth it. haahahahah

p.s. if youre wondering why i didnt put the Bugatti Veyron
as one of my favourites,
its because i think it looks like a big chunk of something chunky.
yes its fast, but.. too chunky for me. lawl

k till whenever. bye.

5 4 3 2 1.

2010-10-16T00:46:00.003+08:00

1. i have recently planned out a study schedule
for myself. which doesn't look very effective
but its still a schedule so whatever. hahaahhha
cant say that i didn't try :D

2. i figured that since i'm doing that,
i might as well get back on my salad diet
(which yea i have abandoned if you hadn't noticed)
my mum says i need to get some exercise too
so the plan is to wake up at 7.30 and jog
.. or in our case, brisk walk ,
and sweat out all the toxin from my body
because i cant even stand looking at my skin in the mirror
it is so so sooo gross. seriously. -.-

3. today is the last day im buying BIS for Kyler
until after spm
because it is seriously a huge ass distraction.
i think check twitter every 3 minutes
even though theres no new updates.
no idea why either. its just that addictive. hahaaha

4. BK paper was insane. i messed up all my facts.

5. i am going to miss tweeting from Kyler but
i now have to subject to gladly cast. )):
.. which in case you didn't know,
is a text-a-tweet thing.

oh && i can barely wait for prom!
goodnight.

speling korect puhleese?

2010-10-13T13:24:00.002+08:00

today fabi and i decided to go to school
to settle our sijil berhenti sekolah
& we found out that the results for the english ICAS
test that we took was out on the board.
so we went to check it out, and guess what i saw.
(spot my name.)

LIKE WTHECK?!??! SUE ME???! -.-
which part of Su Mei was so hard that they
HAD to change it to Sue Me. (!!!!)
so pissing off. lawl.

and since i sat for two of the tests,
(most of the students only chose one)
on one certificate, they printed my name as
Elizabeth Tan Su Me.
like hellooo?
did they run out of stock for their alphabet 'i' or something?!
tards. FREAKING TARDS.
(pn yeoh was the biggest tard though.
she typed my name as Elizabert. i wanted to hit her. seriously.)

hahah at least they made the mistake on the
cert that im not that proud of.
i only got 'participation' which is either a
just pass or a fail for that cert which was for the writing test.
for the other test i got distinction :D
not many people got distinction so im proud of it nyeheheh.
and the test was HARD ok.
i never found english so hard before.

yesterday my brother brought home
TAR college's ps3 because he had to update the
system or something like that.
anyways the main point is that i get to play it! :D
the problem with me is that
i have veryy good visual memory
so images that i see, i can remember extremely clearly.
as usual, most rpg games usually always freak me out
because they can get real scary
and i couldnt sleep the whole night.
&& im supposed to be studying bk now. dang.
hahahh im so doomed for the paper this friday.

well im off to get some sleep.

make-up fun!

2010-10-07T17:16:00.005+08:00

soooo yesterday night at around 10pm
i just got sooo hyper
i decided to play with my own make up!
haahahahah
and since Josh's dslr was at home
i used it to snap picturess. nyehehe

pictures at night is always not as night as it is in the morning though
so i had to majorly edit the lightings,
but see those green circles and all that
those are natural reflections haahahah how cool is that

muscle! ;pp

oh and this make up session was actually productive ok!
i found this new hairstyle that looks super cute. hehehe
and i always wanted to do something with my fringe anyway
i cant stand it covering half of my face all the time. lawl

... (:

excited-ness!

2010-10-05T19:37:00.006+08:00

omgosh now that ive decided what im going to study
which by the way is graphic design.
i am sooooo excited!!

i decided on this the day before yesterday

and yesterday my sister said i should check out IACT

since she was from there and since two of my cousins
are currently there and since it has a good name.
and so i did, and omgosh i am soooooooo excited. lawl
i dont know how else to express my excitedness
of going to college. :DD

i was so excited when i decided it was graphic design
that i couldnt sleep till 2.30am, when i had to wake up at 5am
to study for a paper the next day
(that i was counting on studying at 5am so i didnt study at all
the day before that hahahaha.)

anyways, today i even decided my outfit for the first day of college.
haahahahahah
i live in the future okay.
its my body thats in the present because it cant keep up.
^^
&& i love the outfit that i planned out!
i dont own it yet though.
haahahah have to go shopping for clothes.
... nyehehehe cant waitt to go shopping for clothes.
i want a whole new wardrobe!
im totally changing my style. hahah
ive actually started collecting pictures
and putting together a style ideas book for myself,
so that after spm, ill be sure of what to buy!

i want clothes like these!!

&& i want to curl my hair again!
i want hair like hers!!
(but maybe a little shorter lawl)

i cant wait till spm is over and done with!!!!! arhghhghgh
for now ill still have to suffer and endure this mental torture T.T
im seriously becoming an insomniac because of my own excitedness lawl

anyways my maid is cooking the best crab ever
And im going to pig out now.
ttys!

Stop This Train.

2010-10-03T22:33:00.006+08:00

i am so in love with this song.
i love the lyrics.
and i will forever love any song from John Mayer.

*

No I'm not color blind
I know the world is black and white
Try to keep an open mind but...
I just can't sleep on this tonight
Stop this train I want to get off and go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly won't someone stop this train

Don't know how else to say it, don't want to see my parents go
One generation's length away
From fighting life out on my own
Stop this train
I want to get off and go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't but honestly won't someone stop this train

So scared of getting older
I'm only good at being young
So I play the numbers game to find away to say that life has just begun
Had a talk with my old man
Said help me understand
He said turn 68, you'll renegotiate
Don't stop this train
Don't for a minute change the place you're in
Don't think I couldn't ever understand
I tried my hand
John, honestly we'll never stop this train

See once in a while when it's good
It'll feel like it should
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing
'til you cry when you're driving away in the dark.

Singing stop this train I want to get off and go home again
I can't take this speed it's moving in
I know I can't
Cause now I see I'll never stop this train.

*

anyway, today Denise finally made me realize
that i should do foundation in arts.
and i know ive thought about it before
and other people have told me to do it,
but.. today it just felt right when she said it.
it felt like it clicked. hahah
i love drawing anyway. (:

and what comes after that,
its still to be decided. hahahh
maybe ill find out along the way.

oh && mummy is coming back tonight!
cant wait. heheh i miss her.

if you havent heard the song before
go and check it out.
i bet you'd like it too. ;)

tattoo.

2010-09-29T15:49:00.002+08:00

if only i could get a tattoo, i think i would. o.O
hahah i dont know why i find em really nice.
so today during the moral paper, i finished it in like an hour
though the time provided was two hours and fifteen minutes
and i slept for like 45 minutes
And woke up and decided to draw on my hand.

hahah i drew some lame dragon, and when i came home
i decided to look up designs and draw a better one
and i found this really cool tribal dragon design. nyehehehe

im guessing it will look much better if i coloured the whole thing
but i dont want to waste my pen's ink -.- lawl

.. i seem pretty lifeless dont i. hahahahh
ive got my addmath paper tomorrow. wish me luck!
Going to need it :S

hello sweeters.

2010-09-27T21:30:00.006+08:00

so last Saturday, my sister, my brother and i
went to the Delicious at Dua Residency for lunch
with Auntie Evie.
(who btw is our family friend from jakarta)

it was my first time there &&
i loooove this Delicious branch.
and yes, i of course got to eat my sticky date pudding again!
i dont care how sick it sounds, it tastes like heaven <3

she taught us about business and what we should
envision with our lives and all that.
pretty awesome.
gave me a few ideas on what i should do with my life.
now the problem is, how im going to do it. lawl
well, as my mum always say,
theres a will, theres a way.
gosh that even ryhmes -.-

*

anyways after sunday service
my sister and I decided to go to JJ because
Vincci is having a huge sale since theyre closing down
and relocating or something.
ive noo idea why theyre doing that. its not like theyre
not getting good business.
anywaays, i bought two pairs of shoes :D
soo happy with em.

then we went to FOS cause we wanted to find
shorts that we can wear as pajamas
and i found this red shorts
which is soo nice, because the material is
like those towel materials and its super comfortable.
&& the cutest thing is, there was a size for babies!
hehehee im guessing for mother and daughter to wear together.
how cute is that. ^^

took a picture with it cause it matched the bb cover lawl
and then i realized it totally matches my mwt high sweater.
seriously made me feel like i was a Wildcat or something.
haahahahaha lame.

and yea i know the tables are pretty messy
And my sister used her lipstick and scrawled W.O.W
on her mirror which stands for Woman of Wealth.
hahhaaaha some motivational thing or something.

ive got Sejarah trial paper tomorrow.
and im here blogging. :O hahahaha
hopefully i dont fail.

ttfn sweets.

He Is Love.

2010-09-19T16:00:00.003+08:00

updates.

2010-09-19T01:02:00.002+08:00

im just going to list down the updates
on my life, no less. haahahah
it is my blog anyway. (:

1. my stomach is currently burning from all the chilli padi
that i added into my maggi mee, but its alright.
i kinda like the way it feels. haahahahaha

2. yesterday i climbed up a 16ft ladder, crossed over
on top to the other side, and came back down that side.
yea the ladder had steps on both sides.
im such a daredevil. haahahah
wasnt scared at all. I guess im not that afraid of heights.

3. i recently lost 2kg! :D
haih my skin is still looking horrible though.
dang these pimples. WOE TO YOU PIMPLES!

4. i am super addicted to this .. kuih raya or something
i dont know. it comes in a packet
and like its crispy and tastes like krispy kreme i swear.
its glazed in sugar. super yummmyyy.
no idea what it is though haahahah

5. english can be such a confusing language.
why is "pimples" pronounced as pimpels and not pimplehs.

6. i have three bruises on my left knee,
and once big bruise on my right knee.
dont ask me where they came from.
i want to know too. haahahaha

7. i am SO addicted to She Is Love by parachute
(acoustic version)
yes, i just heard it ok. hahaha i know its an old song.

8. i am so in love with that song, i learnt how to read guitar tabs
And now, i can pluck the whole song on the guitaarr.
gonna do a cover of it soon. wait for it! :D

i better go to sleep now.
goodnight sweeters.

Broken.

2010-09-16T23:35:00.004+08:00

Dont worry this isnt some emo post
hahah i just did a cover of Broken by Lifehouse.
i cant tell whether its nice or not though O.O
& as usual id mess up at one point
and for this song it was the bridge
and the part where haahahah the page accidently scrolled up
and i couldnt see the lyrics.

& check out my tripod stand haaha
yea its a box of muesli bars
and my mum's spectacle case. -.-
just grabbed whatever was near to me lawl

the volume i really soft again though sorry. hahah
no idea what happened to that mic my dad promised. lawl

hello (:

2010-09-15T12:40:00.003+08:00

so i know i havent been blogging much
but really.. theres nothing to blog about.
hahahha my life has been pretty boring.
oh but i did buy a new handbag that i really like yesterday!
... ^^ (bimbo moment. lawl)

oh & the picture above was just a random picture as usual.
and i was doing like.. a peace sign with my hand
but the top finger got cut off from the picture
so it looks like im pointing down
which is just like so retarded,
but other than that.. i like it cause my eyes look big :D haahah

so trials are next thursday
and all ive been doing is mostly well.. sleeping.
i do study though!
... just that my ratio of study to sleep is like
1:6
haahahahaha
i love dreaming way too muchh!
its pretty unhealthy.
hahah im such a dreamer that sometimes
i really cannot tell whether something happened for sure
or whether i just dreamnt or imagined it
because my dreams are wayy too real. lawl

.. this post is totally pointless. hahah
just wanted to let you know that im not abandoning my blog.

oh and prepaid BIS is being so
Arghghghgah!!! -.-
im gonna try asking my parents
for a postpaid line
but only after spm. hahahh

i better go off now. ttys sweeterss. (:

*updated* OH2 before i forget, any recommends for songs
that i can do covers of?
haahaha that has easy guitar chords to play ;p
cause i cant think of anyy.
do let me know kayy. heheh

Baby , Baby.

2010-09-10T19:36:00.003+08:00

This is a song that i composed just an hour ago.
i was actually inspired by the rain. haahah how random is that. (:
anyways its a love song, as usual,
and as usual, there are a few glitches here and there but,
my poor maid aka my human tripod stand
looked very restless haahaha
So i just accepted this video.

OH AND the volume is super extremely soft
because i had to use Kyler to record
and lets just say.. hes just not that good for recording vids. lawl
so you're probably going to have to
turn up the volume real high. sorry :S

i hope you like it. heheh

Its late and you're on my mind,
Its raining and im trying to find,
The reasons why i feel this way about you,

And I, would say i miss you, yes its true,
are you feeling that way too?
Cause i dont know why,
You're on my mind.

Baby, Baby, Can't you see?
How my heart goes crazy when,
Im with you and you're with meeeeee. (:
Baby, Baby, Cant you feel
how you give me all the thrills?
When you look at me that way,
I lose all i have to say.

Kyler Baby. (:

2010-09-10T09:41:00.004+08:00

so you may or may not know,
that i finally got my blackberry bold 9700!!! :D :D
which i decided to name Kyler.
since Kyle is already my pillow. nyeeheheh
& im so in love with bbm omgosh -.-
So much easier than texting.

however though, im like really EXTREMELY pissed off at hotlink
for deducting extra 38 bucks of my credit
with noo reason at all.
& i called customer service, some beech picked up
told me its not recorded in their system
and hung up. HUNG UP ON ME.
so, i decided to switch to Celcom. (:

hahah im probably going to keep this same number though.
with celcom i dont have to buy BIS to use bbm. nyeheheh
just 50cents a day. and 2.50 for unlimited BIS a day if i want.
cant wait till i get my celcom simcard -.-

so heres Kyler in his purple cover
Which i borrowed from Denise. hahaaha
im going to get a red silicone cover soon!
omgosh cant waaait.

i even painted my nails red to match the future cover.
haahahaha :D

what i absolutely love about the blackberry is the
Push Email, auto text, qwerty keypad, optical trackpad, & BBM.

it is not my dream phone though.
my dream phone would have all this,
and a windows 7 OS.
which will never exist in a million years id bet. lawl
all phones with windows 7 are touch screeeeen
And i really cannot stand touch screens.
its nice to play games and all
but for heavy texters like me, touch screens do not get my vote.

&& trials is in less than two weeks time
and yep. im completely doomed for it.
haahaha im only expecting to get 2As out of trials, so yea. (:

g2g noww. later sweeties.

superman.

2010-09-05T14:52:00.005+08:00

so i was watching superman the other day with my mum
not the modern one,
it was like the reallyreally pioneer movies of superman
and clark kent was sooooo handsomely charming oh gosh. :S
why cant every boy be like that?!!?!

anyways i did a cover of Superman.
haahha its not a full cover though
cause i have absolutely no idea what the bridge is like.
& yea my voice is pretty low.
sometimes i think im a tenor. haahahha
cant qualify for even alto cause i cant hit some of the notes in the alto range.
pretty sad i know. lawl

prom dress.

2010-09-03T00:27:00.003+08:00

so today Fabi and the prom committee went to
confirm stuffs about the prom and all
& it sounds awesomes! ^^
gosh i am sooo excited for it.
dont ask me who im going with,
because i decided that ill be going date-less. nyeheheheh

anyways naturally id start to think of the prom dress.
haih these are a few of gorgeous (in my opinion) dresses
but dresses that ill only get to wear in my dreams. lawl
i dont even have the body to pull it off anyways.
but they look soooo good on the models. gosh.

(this short gold one is my favourite!!!!)

this dress soo reminds me of megan fox. lawl
i love body-fitting anything. hahahaha

im probably just going to have to wear something
from my sister's shop or something. hahah
doubt my mum would wanna waste money on my prom dress.
sad case. t.t

oh well. a girl can dream.

Bart Simpson's Guide

2010-08-31T22:14:00.002+08:00

So i went through my books today,
and i found this book that i bought from New York
when i was thirteen.

Bart Simpson's Guide to Life

haahahah i swear its THE funniest book ever.
i wish i could show the whole thing to you
if you come to me, ill lend it to you nyeehhehe i swear its super funny.
its like the random-est things ever all piled into one book.

heres his guide to curing hiccups (:

1. Put your elbow in your mouth and hold it there for 30 minutes
2. Hold your breath, while drinking entire 8oz glass of water
without stopping to breathe
3. Turn your pockets inside out
4. If that doesnt work, turn someone else's pockets inside out
5. Place a wastebasket on your head and have someone play
a drum solo on it
6. Eat a spoonful of sugar
7. Have someone run over your toes with a skateboard
8. Get nose-to-nose with someone you dislike and stare
at him/her for 15 minutes
9. Put ice cubes in your shoes and walk backwards for 36 steps
10. Think of three bald men
11. Put a bunch of bugs in a sack and tie it around your neck with a string
12. Stand on your head
13. Accuse someone of something he/she has not done
14. Breathe into a paper bag
15. Bungee jump
16. Pour salt on your tongue
17. Bite your thumbs and blow hard agaisnt them for one minute
18. Write "I will not hiccup" 50 times
19. Whistle in the dark
20. Go eat 10 candy bars. Who cares if the hiccups dont stop?

LAWL. i should try one of these one day.
maybe number 10 will work! :D

hahhaa i really wish i could show all of you the book.
its pretty awesome with all the graphics and all.
nyehhehe.

EYE INFECTION. T.T

2010-08-30T19:26:00.002+08:00

so on sunday afternoon, after i came home from church
my eye starting aching like NUTS
even when i only blink it still hurt.
and i was like freaking out, since i had tuition after that
and a house warming to attend at night.

in the end i had to go for tuition and house warming wearing only
one side of the contacts which was my left eye. hahah
since my right eye was the infected one.
and NO i couldnt have gone with my glasses like ewww. -.-
i do nott go anywhere with my glasses. hahaha
except to the eye doctor of course. like in the picture.

... for those who dont know,
yes i wear glasses, and ive been wearing em since i was six years old.
i was born with only 20% eyesight and had two perfect lazy eyes.
which means i could barely see anything. hahahaa
so since i was born like that, i had no idea what clear eyesight was
and i thought the world was naturally that blur :D

one day while i was in the car with my parents,
my mum asked me to say out the number plate of a car in front of ours
and im like
"mmmm.. dont know. (:"
and shes like
"what?!? how come you dont know??"
and im like
"cannot seeeeee"
lawl

so they brought me to the eye specialist who told them bout
my failed eyesight and said that
if they brought me after i was 9 years old
i would be stuck with 20% eyesight for the rest of my life
& even if wear glasses it wouldnt help, cause part of my brain
thats gotta do with the eyes wouldve been not properly formed. :S
sooo.. thank God she asked me bout them number plates!! haahahhaha

this is me with my swollen eye.
i cropped the picture in two parts as you can see below,
to show you how extremely super chinese i look with sepet eyes.
haahahah its pretty weirddd.

sepet

not so sepet.

haahahah funny right??
gosh -.-

anyways the doctor said that
its just a minor infection on the inside of my eyelid
and that i have to wait till the thing bursts.
oh and he said theres a few of them too.
like EW. sickk.

he also said theres some mascara in my eyes.
HAAHAHAHH
i guess i should clean my make up properly :D

hopefully it gets better sooon.

retro-fied.

2010-08-29T14:31:00.002+08:00

today i randomly put together this outfit
which i ended up loving so much ahahaha
its so retro ^^
the colour scheme and all. nyehh.
& i paired it with my killer black heels.

ok for the record, i do NOT like being called a giant/ogre/freak
just because i am taller than average malaysians once i wear my heels.
im sorry that youre not tall, and that even if you wear heels
youre still not as tall me me.
NOT my fault.
it is INSULTING when you call me any of those 3 ok.
and im pretty sure, that in other countries
my height is even considered to be petite.
id like to see you go up to Tyra Banks or Chanel Iman or Heidi Klum
and tell them that you think theyre super giants
since theyre probably my height with heels, without having to wear heels.

this is probably the first time im ranting on my blog. lawl
i just cant stand ittt omgoshh -.-

i want to get more clothes like these! ^^

arcade sillyness! :D

2010-08-28T22:58:00.004+08:00

i lovelove arcades now. nyehehehhe
earlier in the evening, esther and i were in church, and since we werent on duty to dance for sunday,
we didnt have to practice, but we didnt have transport home,
so we were like heck were so not staying here and not doing anything.
so we borrowed Ah Kit's car and decided to go to WangsaWalk again.
hahaaaha once we parked the car, went inside we just stood there and were like
.. ok now what on earth are we supposed to do here =.-
since we already ate, and there was not enough time for us to watch a movie,

naturally the only thing left to do was to play at the arcade! haahhaaha
i swear we had soo much fun.

so theres this machine there right,
where the sweets gets pushed down, and also a toy keychain if youre lucky
and there was this couple ... well it was a guy and a girl
and im not sure if they were together
but yea the guy was cute haahahahh
Anyways they were there, trying to get the toy.
see to get the toy, you have to pile enough sweets on the pusher,
the pusher will push the sweets down and if youre lucky,
the sweets will push a block thats connected by a string to a toy.

So the guy and girl were there, trying to get the toy dog
i swear it was soooooo close to falling down
haahhaha esther and i just stood behind them staring for about
half an hour or so :D
we were sooo tensed up watching them ok!! i wanted them to get the toy so bad.
esther and i were like
(in hushed yet loud voices)

"nooo nonoononoo.. so close!"
"oh my.. OH my.. OH MY ARGHGGHH!"
"aiyaa wrong tactic laaa why they drop the sweets so fast??!"
"what the crap it didnt even move!!"
"omgoshomgoshh its going to fall"
"aaarrrghhghg it didnt fall!!!"
"WHATS WRONG WITH THE STUPID MACHINE!"
"they better win the toy. i very tension already."

and at one point the guy just turned around and smiled at us haahahaha
after like 10 bucks wasted, the guy looked at us and moved away and let us use it
haahahah we put in only four or five tokens, (one token is 5ocents)
and we won it!!! :D

hahah i felt bad though so i gave the dog to the girl
but the cute guy told her its ok and to give it back
so i got the black puppyy nyehehee

.. no the guy in yellow isnt the cute one =.-
it was the guy in white but i didnt manage to get a pic of him
he looks like the less hot version of Edison Chen. lawl
oooh and when he let us play, he said in like a bassy deep voice sort of
"goodluck. *smile "
nyeehheehhe it really did bring us luck!

seeee the orange block was so close to the edge! ^^

lawl the tokens we bought.

the black puppy of course. heehheehhe

after playing that, we went to play the drums thing
haahhahaha thank God no one was watching us
at first it was ok, but when it came to the hard level we were like
"what the heck am i supposed to hit?!??!"
haahhaha i think we almost destroyed the machine
cause we were just hitting anywhere on the sides of the drum :D

after the drums we moved to another machine,
Where we have to move like this stick thing side to side
when we got there, this small girl was playing it
and she was screaminggg like nobodys business.
hahah esther and i were like " what the crap is wrong with her "
i swear it sounded like she was in pain.

and then, it was our turn.
haaahahahahaha let me just say, we were way worse than that small girl
i was like "STAY ON YOUR SIDE!!!"
and shes like" AHHHHHH GOING TO DIE ALREADY!!!"
and i was like, "go away GO AWAY!!"
and shes like " DONT PUSH ME!!" haahhahaa
lawl i bet everyone was staring. i hope no one i know was there.
we shouted waaaay louder than that girl haahhaha

arcades are so fun. hahaa
one day i want to go to the one in genting ^^
ive never tried the dance machine thingg. nyhehehe one day one day.

till whenever. cyas.

just the way you are.

2010-08-28T00:57:00.004+08:00

omgoshess i am sooo addicted to Just The Way Your Are - Bruno Mars.
its superduper sweet ^^
i told my mum that the song is really sweet, and shes like
whats it about?
and i was like, the boy is singing to the girl,
says that her eyes make the stars look like theyre not shining,
and that when she smiles the whole world stops and stares for awhile
and that if perfect is what shes looking for then just stay the same.

my mum was like:
... too bad in real life boys arent that way huh. *smirk

killjoy. lawl I STILL LOVE THE SONG. (:

so ive never taken an emo picture before
& this was my first attempt nyehehee.
shouldve piled on more eyeliner or something.
anyways i just realized how extremely tiny my lips are -.-
its pretty weird actually. haahhaaha

*

one of the days while i was in church "studying"
i felt like i had a headache coming so i lied down on the couch there
and went through the pictures in my phone
and there were so many pictures of me and my friends in school
and just for a moment, i realized
that i might actually miss high school :O

its like im going through the phase where
i want to hold on to the past,
not live in the present,
and jump straight to the future.
that makes sense somehow right?
no it doesnt. yes it does. no it doesnt. yes it does.
lawl i hate stuff in my mind that are ambiguous.
makes me get all stressed up for no reason at all hahaahha
honestly, i seriously argue with myself alot.
i think its very damaging to my brain's health.

&& i have NO idea whats wrong with me
because im still not panicking about spm. nyahahaha
i need like a self discipline lecture. gosh. -.-

ooh but i want to watch step up 3d!!
i texted my mum yesterday,
me : mummy you have to take me to watch step up 3d!!!
mum : hehz
and i was just like.. what on earth does that even mean. lawl
but im hoping its a yes, because i really want to see ittt.

CANT WAIT TO GET SPM OVER AND DONE WITH.
& yea this is just a random post updating about my currently not-happening-at-all life.
sorry if it wasted your time :D

off to bed now. nighterss.

oh wait before i forget, heres an epic video of my childhood friend
MELODIE, rapping her heart out <3 haahhaaha
shes going to be famous one day, i know it!
lawl dont bother about my singing that sucked, hear her rapping
EPIC. heehheehe

... heehehehehe ^^

BB craze!

2010-08-25T21:36:00.004+08:00

no, not Bigger Boobs craze,
BlackBerry craze!!

omgosh i want one soooooooo bad.
i dont care, im getting one, by hook or by crook,
if not this year, then next year!
i want the bold2 !!! ):

i almost fainted when i saw this housing.
... no not the pink one =.-
the white and gold one!!
omgossshh my two favourite colours together = perfectionn!
and yes, my favourite colour isnt pink as so popularly assumed.
its WHITE & GOLD, so now you know.

omgosh i want i want i wanttt.
lawl i sound like such a spoiled brat.
but i swear like everyone has one now. haahahh
im guessing its just a passing fad though.
and soon its going to be all about the Windows Phone 7.
(.. which i also want)
but for now, since its still a craze in Msia, i want one!

my brother says that only lame ppl like malaysians use em
and that in the rest of the world its all about android phones
haahahha well i guess that could be true
... but im not living in the rest of the world am i :D

aahhhhhh i should be studying.
but who can study after going through this
http://blackberryhousing.blogspot.com/
(pictures are all from his blog)

I WANT.
kay. bye. ):

selfabsorbedpost.

2010-08-23T22:00:00.005+08:00

so i guess i should warn you,
this post consists only of pictures of me & my face.
hahaahahahah
cause i just feel very self absorbed today.
& no i dont do this all the time ok,
im not that big a bimbo. ahem. LAWL
no. seriously. hahaa
im just posting this up for the fun of it.
feel free to leave if you cant stand looking at my face :D

well this first picture, i actually took to show you
how super long my hair is already.
i need a haircut! hahaaha
im waiting for someone to take me to the new saloon in melawati
where , according to my friend, has this crazy hot saloon dude. hahaaha

.... if youre a girl and you live in melawati,
DONT GO TO THE SALOON BEFORE I DO
because if hes cute, hes mine, MINE!! haahahahaha
im like way too boy crazy for my own good. heh. ((:

the normal face.

the xoxo face.

the im smiling! im smilinggg!! face.

the hehehyourekindacute/funny face.

the "angry" face.
unfortunately in reality, i do not think i would be looking like this
anytime i am angry.

the o.O face.
i had to hold up my fringe, because i can only do the
eyebrow thing on one side haahahaha

the merajuk face.
.. which looks pretty retarded but nvm. hahaa

the im innocentt! dont blame meee ): face.

gosh i have puffy cheeks.
... the more i stare at this, the more epic it becomes.
i swear i look like a freaking bunny.

the .. i dont even know what to call this. -.-

the hyper face.

& the ineedsleep face.

well.. thats all for today's selfabsorbness.
i hope you didnt die from all the bimbo-ness.
nighters (:

outingg! (:

2010-08-21T22:21:00.004+08:00

this is the picture of them boys sitting on their 'invisible chair'
after playing badminton.
haahhaha as lame as it is, theyre still cute. :D
Even uncle mak joined in. (the one of the left.)
ooh and nicky is the boy is yellow. nyehhehe
the picture is really small because i merged it all into one,
but click on it to enlarge it. lawl
the last picture is uncle peter saying that
everyone else is lame and that he sits like a man, with one leg. hahaha

*
*

anywaays, this blog post is about today,
because i went to Taman Bukit Cahaya, Shah Alam
for the first time,
with my the youth group in church. nyeheheh
had an awesome adventureful day :D

there are more pictures that were taken
with actual cameras.
these are just pictures off my lame phone since my sister
spoiled her camera, spoiled my mum's camera
and is now using her bf's and im not going to borrow it. lawl

so first off, when we reached there, we all wanted to cycle
so we rented a bike,
like around ten or more of us, cycled all the way to a deep end of the park
i swear the place is REALLY huge. its impossible to walk to places.
its either you cycle, or take the bus that goes around for free.
so we cycle for about like an hour and half,
(yes i cycled. haahahah but i still cant cycle in a straight line for some reason.)
and like, it was soo drama.
halfway, Christina fell down and got a rock into her palm,
& while waiting for her to fix her palm,
Benjamin fainted. lawl

after all that was settled, we all rode the bike back
let me just tell you, i do Not like cycling up hills.
and there was sooooo many hills. gosh.
aand the road was so bumpy and so many places
my butt is like totally sore. lawl
hahah but the going down part was fun (:

to rent a bike, they actually give us a receipt right,
and we have to show it when we return the bikes,
and Oskar the genius, put it in his back pocket.
so when we reached back,
he took out the soaking-wet-with-sweat receipt,
stared at it and was like
.... do you think they'll still accept this? O.o
haahahahhaha sick i tell you.

*

after a break, we decided to take the free bus and get a tour of the place.
... the seats were furry. ^^ heehehe

so the bus took us to this hill, where there was a dam and a fishing farm
sooo cool ok. hahaah it was the highlight of the day ^^
there were soo many fishiess. its pretty gross.
but we get free fish food to feed em,
and i swear i think the people there either starve their fishies
or those fishes are just part alien and love food
because i swear, theyre super violent when they fight for the food.
i just had to take a video hahahah
Watch ittt! lawl dont mind my bimbotic screams though.
it was really scary ok!! hahaaha i was really scared id fall in! hhaaha

and the guy there, taught us how to catch the fish with our hands
but only Ah Kit dared to do it. hahaahha
Sue Jan tried, and the fish bit her fingerrs! like eww. :S
haahahah and my brother tricked irwin and said that if you put your feet inside
the fishes will nibble it like how the fishes at the fish spa do it
so he put his feet in, and at once,
all the fishes ran away! ahahahaha i swear it was so funny ^^

so a few boys who didnt take the bus with us,
rode their bikes up the hill and rode back down.
we waited there for reaaaally long for the next bus to come
and when it did come, we only rid it half way
then decided to stop and walk the way back
though it was like 1km plus. lawl
and on the way we saw this like giant turkey.
its HUGE. haahahah i swear i thought it was going to attack us
because it started doing like this funky move with its feathers and stuff. =.-

there are alott more pictures, but its with random people and their cameras
hahaahah pictures of us on our bikes, feeding the fishes and all that.
i cant wait to get em ^^
ill post them up maybe. or just put it up on fb or something. heehehe

if you havent been to that park before, you should. hahaa
its quite a good experience i guess.
im like sunburnt on my arms cause the weather was super hot.
but at least it wasnt raining (:
oh and i ate three ice creams today. three. hahahah
so much for my nosugardiet.
oh well. just for today i guess. lawl

hopefully ill update more soon.

till then. <3>

twittertweeter.

2010-08-17T23:33:00.004+08:00

if i rarely update, its probably because i tweeted everything
during the moment it happened so,
http://twitter.com/elizabeth_tsm
follow follow! :D

oooh but i have to post up pictures of today's badminton game though.
the guys are so cute. hahahah
but im not gonna post em up now because im too tired to move my butt from this chair
and walk to the room (which is like five steps away but whatever)
to get my phone and upload em, so maybe tomorrow or something.

& yes, im still in awe of Nicky boy's badminton skills.
i swear his back hand is like super strong.
And he jumps like a tiger. a tiger that has style.
haahahahh ok extreme already. sorry.
he just looks super cool when he plays la!
(nicky if youre reading this, dont freak out kay)

ooh and they say im getting better. proud of me? haaahahahah cheh :D

bible knowledge quiz. hahaa

2010-08-14T22:17:00.003+08:00

today, my bible knowledge class went for the
Oral SPM National Bible Knowledge quiz,
held in Catholic High School, PJ.

let me just say, that when you dont study for a quiz,
it can be quite fun. haahahha :D
but anyways, at the door they were giving out booklets
and in the booklets, was this page below

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spot my name?? see it?? can you find it?! :D haahahahha

anyhoos, heres how the quiz works,
first round, we all do an objective paper alone.
everyone qualifies for the second round,
where we would be paired up with a chosen partner
and both ours marks will be combined.
since my partner was melodie and shes like so completely clueless,
our combined score was pretty low.

the second round, we go as partners.
ten questions from the book of Luke
and then questions from the book of Acts.
now the thing is, melodie and i decided that she'd study luke
and i would do acts

but in the end, i ended up answering all of the questions anyway.
haahahhaah we didnt qualify for the next round though
cause our combined marks was too low. =.-
ahemmm i got 45/50 for the first test kay.

but it was sooo funny.
one of the questions, they asked, how many people did Jacob lead
into Egypt to join Joseph?
the problem is, this info is actually from a speech in the book,
and usually i always skip speeches because theyre sooo long
so we had absolutely NO idea what the answer was,
and we saw the table next to us write 400,
and i was like ".... i dont think its 400 laa.... k write 4000."
then when it was times up,
the answer giver was like,

"and the correct answer is, 74!'

haaahaahhah melodie and i were like O.O!!
lawl so embarassing.

*
*

anyway since we lost, we decided to go off for lunch.
went to KLCC and then
we got bored to decided to go to pavilion.
walking around, we saw everyone holding pink balloons
and im like, i want a pink ballooonn!!!!

so we went around looking for where theyre giving it out,
And we saw that it was outside,
so we went to the entrance and we saw these two Style Cops
nyahahahha i bet the guy is really hottt.
i mean like, even when he takes out his shades. lawl

ooh speaking about hot guys
i saw this reaaallyreaaally cuteandhottt boy or.. boys.
two guys. hahahah at the klcc park.
theyre soooo cute.
Wanted to go over to ask for a picture :D

& yea i walked around pavi in my school uniform.
hahaah i dont know whats up with malaysians.
i swear everyone just stares.
is there like a rule that doesnt allow uniforms to be worn to a mall??
lame.

signing outtss. <3>

nuts's day out. (:

2010-08-13T22:32:00.006+08:00

Went to the library today with my chicasss <3

Fabi, Denise, Serena and Karin

such an awesome + eventful day. (at least, for me) haahahah

so in the morning, fabi picked all of us up,

and we went to Capsquare to get breakfast.

got sandwiches and starbucks and coffee bean,

ate, and then left for the library.

I have noo idea why, I just cannot sit still

When I have friends with me.

haahahah im such a bad study partner I tell you.

I cant ever study with a friend cause ill end

up distracting my friend and myself.

lawl I don’t think they studied at all.

well I know I didn’t. ;p

at one point, there was even a hair French braiding lesson

by denise, for serena, using my hair. Hahaa

& she found like four white hairs. Im getting olddd.

after like spending an hour and a half there or something,

in which all I did was play around with Denise’s bb,

I was like

’… im hungry. Lets go lunch :D ‘

they were like, “but we just got here!! O.O”

but since I couldn’t shut up and kept bouncing around

and disturbing all of them,

they finally agreed to go for lunch,

on the condition that we go back and study.

so we walk to this beef noodle shop,

which is like at least 1km away,

(and yes I was wearing heels as usual)

and after eating, we went out and obviously

it just HAD to rain.

at first it was just a drizzle, but halfway there it just got

Reaaally heavy. Haahahah so I refused to walk in the rain

and we all went into 7E hoping that theyd sell umbrellas,

but no, they only had plastic raincoats =.-

and im like, im sooooo not wearing that ok!!

so Fabi and Karin decided to be brave heroes and bought a raincoat each

so that they could wear it and walk to the car, get the umbrellas,

and get me and denise and serena over. Haahahaha

I cant even describe how funny it was looking at them

trying to get into the raincoats in 7E.

even the guys at the cashier were laughing and saying

they look like the yellow digi man since the raincoats were yellow. Lawl

& whaddya know, once they wore the raincoats and stepped out,

the heavy rain slowed down to a drizzle. =.-

so denise, serena and I decided to just catch up with them,

and the thing is, we had to walk through this

sort of alley thing, and there was a brick divider

on the floor that separated the alley from the main street,

I stepped on the stupid brick,

and the freaking thing toppled over

and I fell right down. =.-

(but naturally, since im a cat, I landed on all four paws

so I wasn’t harmed haahahah)

freaaking embarrassing okk.

there was this dude behind me laughing at me.

but I don’t blame him.

id laugh at someone who fell like that too anyway.

haahahahh

anyways we managed to head back to the library

and no I still didn’t study. Lawl

they ended up looking for books about

pregnancy and breast issues or something. Geniuses.

and then someone was like, “… I want bubble tea.”

and im like “ooooh lets go!!”

haahaahhahah

so we stayed there for like two more hours,

In which I just played with denise bb and Facebook-ed and tweeted

and then we left for WW to get our bubble tea. Lawl

seriously, you do NOT want me as a study partner. :D

SPM? Whats that?? haahhaha

so anyways after that I went to church for bk

and after bk, I went down and saw that Lynn brought Brownie!!

its soooo cute

I took a video it it. nyehehehee watchhh!

oh and I actually have a national Bible Knowledge quiz

tomorrow, which I have not studied a thing for.

wish me luck!! Haahah :D

I better go off now. Cyaa.

numb.

2010-08-12T17:24:00.004+08:00

as of right now, im completely numb.
i cant say what happened here,
but im just going to post this poem i wrote,
in my sad emoness =.-
could barely study all day.

My heart is pulling me in two different ways,
How am i supposed to listen to what each side says?
My mind is showing me a bright flashing answer,
But intuition tells me that sometimes our mind is not our master.
My logic asks and pleads me to distinctly rationalize,
To think and think again and to do what is wise,
But my hurt holds me back from making an actual choice,
And my reluctance clearly listens to that profound voice.
My curiosity develops and starts to slowly grow,
But possible consequences kills its want to really know,
So just like a rule that rules itself out,
Im back to the start with my feelings in a pout.
I dont know what to do, say or even merely think,
I guess this is when sanity pushes at its brink.

MWT HIGH!

2010-08-11T23:22:00.010+08:00

MWT HIGH sweaters are here!!
when fabi passed it to me,
it looked so cool i just had to wear it straightaway.
haahahahahaha i know i sound lame
but whatever ok! i like the sweater!
makes me feel like a cheerleader.
which is something ive wanted to be since i was a kid.
.. along with being a toll booth operator.
.. and a cashier lady at the Jaya Jusco supermarket.
.. and a proffesor. =.-

anyways, yea! i like it! haahahha

and ok ignore my face which totally resembles a pau
but see that huge orange water bottle?
(it looks much bigger in actual size lawl)
im making sure that i drink at least
two of those in a day.
i used to hate drinking water at all
because its pretty tasteless and all yuckss.
nyehhh.

*

and to prove that im REALLY serious bout my diet
this time around,
im actually eating salad.
haahahah if you didnt know, i absolutely HATE raw vegetables.
but for the sake of my failing skin,
im eating salad and fruits only, for dinner.

my mother must be so proud of me. lawl

i just realized this post is pretty much all about me.
but so are all of my posts. O.O
anyways you still read it so its fine i guess. haahhaha

ok i better go to sleep now. goodnightts. (:

puppy!!

2010-08-10T21:01:00.004+08:00

on sunday, Lynn brought the most
ADORABLE puppy ever. i swear.
like, no kidding. haahahah
and since im a cat lover,
When i say a puppy is cute, its cute.

its a mixed shih tzu and poodle,
andddd
its like a freaking teddy beaaar.
and it didnt even make a sound.
once you hold it, it would curl up into a ball
and be all mushy and its soooooooo cuteee. :S

so anyways i was holding it, and my dad came by
and he was like
'huh. that thing quite cute eh.'
(yea he refers to small animals as things)
and im like yaaaaaa.
and my mum thought it was super cute also,
so they both decided that they want to get one
for me and my sister
since her goldfishies died
but they called back the place where Lynn bought em
and they were all sold outtt T.T

the next day, they called my dad
and told him that a Shih Tzu was available
know what he did??
he googled up pictures of it,
saw that it usually has long fur that covers the eyes,
and called back the person, and said no thanks.

i asked him, why not??
and hes like, 'not nice, got the fur covering the eyes all.'
i was like... whaaat?!!?!?! O.O lawl

so my mum and i went through some picture online
and we were like 'omgawwwhh soo cuuttteee'

well.. till we came to this picture and she was like
'eyh. what happen to this dog =.- '
haahahahaha

apparenly shih tzu's are called Chinese Lion Dog
because of its silky long fur. lawl

anyways mummy says, were probably getting one next year.
she says if we get one now, id be distracted for spm. =.-
i hate the stupid exam!!!

anyways. yea. haahahhaha
so cute!! <3>

aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! :D

2010-08-08T22:36:00.003+08:00

Amber Chia wants to meet me!!!!!!
... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!! :D :D

so my sister has been attending this workshop
held by Amber Chia and Datin Anna Lim,
and Amber went to her and told her to join her agency,
but sister recommended me instead.
Amber told her that at the end of the year,
shes holding a competition with Nikon
to find an ambassador or something,
and the winner gets 200k cash and a car.
wtheckkk!!
& she wants me to join.
& she told my sister she wants to meet me.
:O

im like. in shock. haahhahaha
im SOO going on a diet.
gotta get rid of these stupid pimples and baby fat.

lawl my sister said that before i meet her i have to
read her book.
Apparently her life story is extremely inspiring,
And i must read it so that ill have respect for her. hahaa

omgossshhh soooo excitedd!!
Cant wait cant wait cant wait
oh why do i have to go through with spm?!?! =.-

*calm down

kay. im going to try to regain normal breathing.
till whenever. cyaaaaaas <3

[UPDATED] oh. my mum and sister just agreed that
they'll only let me meet her after spm.
they said its to give me time to diet.
wtheck.
...
lawl i guess its true anyways.
but i cannot believe what a huge opportunity this is!
thank you, God!!! :D

GENERAL MANAGER.

2010-08-05T15:09:00.005+08:00

so today fabi and i decided to go and have lunch
and we made friends with,
the General Manager

...of Little Wok Kitchen.
haahaahhaha i swear it was super random ok.
you HAVE to hear this story.
or read it. whatever.
It all started when our exam ended.
& fabi and i were hungry and decided to go out for lunch
and we wanted to go to La Risata but nehh.
So it was Wangsa Walk.
but we still werent sure of what to eat.

so when we got there, we were scouting all the restaurants
then we reached Little Wok Kitchen,
and it just so happens that the GM
(who for the sake of this post im going to call mrGM)
was standing at the entrace at the menu stand.
Fabi and i walked over and

mrGM: Hi, how can i help you?
fabi: were just looking at the menu firstt.
mrGM: today ah, we got special promotion.
for student only. (insert chinese accent)
fabi: you sure arrhh for student or you see pretty girl
then give promotionn??
mrGM: no i see your uniform mah. *smiles*
fabi: (looks at me)
so Bo, dyu want to eat here? the choice is yours
mrGM: (looks at me)
ya. the decision is yours. your choice. *smiles again*
me: O.O (stares at him.) lawl
i think were just going to walk around first
and maybe we'll come back
mrGM: okay. i waiting you here until 10 oclock. *smiles*

and fabi and i walk off and were like
wtheeeckk. weirdoo. lawl
but we walked around the whole WW and decided
to just go back there and eat.

so we went in,
(mrGM was sitting at the side
using his laptop, but when he saw both of us
he straightaway got up and followed us)
and we walked right to the end,
there were two empty tables,
one table is a two seater, and the other was a four seater
i wanted to seat at the four seater so i can put my bag
and i was like,

me: can we sit here? o.O
mrGM: well, usually its reserved for four person only
but for you i let la. special.
me: haahaha thankyouu :D *flash big smile

& we order our food from this dumbass waiter
who cant speak english AND cant speak bm,
i wanted tom yam soup with noodles.
thing is, theres no such thing on the menu.
its just tom yam soup.
So we asked the waiter dude whether we can add it in
and he just nods his head.
naturally few seconds later he came back saying
that we cant do that.
then mrGM saw us having problems with the waiter
and he walks over, whips out his pen and order pad

mrGM: Yes? can i help you? *smile
me: Can i add noodles in this soup?
mrGM: Actually cannot. If you ask the other staff, they cannot do
but since i am the GM i can do for you.
me: ...uhh kay thanks :D hahaaha
mrGM: For you i make special request to the chef.
me: .... ohh. thankyouu.

then fabi got her food, and mine took awhile to come,
and he hand delivered mine himself to me
and goes like

mrGM: Sorry a bit late arh, this one is special edition.
Not in the menu.
me: ...O.O thankyouuu. lawl
(and it literally did come in a totally special bowl. hahaha
usually their soup bowls is just a normal plastic one,
or the metal wok,
mine was a claypot bowl, complete with a basket,
and a smaller bowl at the side for me to use, and he layed out
And arranged everything for me.)

i swear all the workers in the shop were staring at me
like im a freak or something.
it was so weird ok. haahhaha but fun at the same time.
so halfway through the noodles, he comes again as asks,

mrGM: Our little wok kitchen arh,
opening a new facebook account. We are having lucky draw
if you join, then if you win you will get
free little wok kitchen for one whole year. Want to join arh?
just write your email here.

mrGm: so you are form5 arh? spm this yearr? very fast ohh

mrGm: so where do you stay arh?

(at this point, even the other customers were staring)
and before we leave, he comes and goes like

mrGM: Next time you come i belanja you ok?
Free of charge. *smiles
me: O.O kaaay. thankss. hahah so are you always here?
mrGM: Yea i will be here for three months. Come anytime la.

i guess the saying that "nothing in this world comes free"
.... just totally doesnt apply to me. hahahaha
(remember my birthday where strangers paid for my meal?)
yea. awesome. <3>

milo :D

2010-08-04T15:02:00.002+08:00

everyday when i go to school,
i HAVE to have my Milo.
because it is just so awesome. <3
so today i was drinking it and i thought like
since i drink milo so much, i should totally be
their mascot or somethingg. ahaahahha
so i made denise take my "advertistment pictures". lawl

i even did a pose for the "Sensasi Meletup" crap! haahhaha
seeee its so obvious that im having an exploding sensation in my mouth!
=.-

honestly all that weird straw did for me,
was that it made me spurt milo all over denise's math book.
so not my fault ok. i didnt ask them to punch holes in the straw.

well.. at least my pictures are better than this girl at the
back of the milo box rightt. hahahahaa
look at the bobblehead.
did they think that picture was going to
attract any good attention at all??
i dont get it. lawl

haahha just a random post.
hope i dont mess up sejarah tomorrow.
byeees <3

i wish..

2010-08-02T21:16:00.002+08:00

i wish i were korean.
(post plastic surgery)
haahhaahhaha

i bought this korean looking lace dress-top thingg.
and its so prettyyy.
and it makes me feel korean.
(its NOT chinese ok. i claim that it looks korean. lawl)

its complete even with pearls. haahhahaha :D

& yea im supposed to be studying bio
but i just felt like posting this up.
.. kay. byes. <3

random stuff again.

2010-08-02T16:51:00.002+08:00

even this picture is random. i just like it. haahahah

anyways, yesterday i played the guitar and sang
for Psalmist coffee house,
(this coffee house thingy in my church that we hold like
every first sunday on the month.)
and dude. in the middle of the song,
i totally almost dropped my pick.
i had to literally stop, adjust the pick, and continue.
haahahah so embarassing okk. :S
but my parents actually said that my singing was good,
despite the awkward pause and apology from me on stage. lawl
and my mum rarely compliments my singing so.. yay!

i dont know whyy, but its like
i suddenly enjoy singing so much more. nyehehe
and in the car otw home, my dad asked me to listen to this
gospel song but sung with the black style
i mean im not being racist or anything,
but its just so super hard because they are suchh good singers :S
and he wants me to learn it. like dude. hahahh
i like singing but im no pro.

and i dont know why, again,
but i feel like ive been so super happy these past few days.
haahhahah
i just want to smile all the time. ^^

ooh, and fabi and i settled today, that after this week,
the only day were going to school during weekdays is
Wednesday, because we have decent subjects on that day.
but its not like were actually going to be learning anything.

ooh, and .. my sister's goldfish died yesterday. O.O
it was pretty sad. she was like crying for a whole hour.
AND OMGOODNESS.
... =.-

sorry i just went to check out the fish after typing out that
the fish died, and i just found out,
it wasnt pumpkin the sick fish with liver problems that died,
it was poor Ponyo. ):
I ACTUALLY LIKE PONYO. haih.
it looked all healthy and all thatt.
never expected it to die.
she just told me the story of how it died.
she actually witnessed it die. eeee.

anyways i have to go for tuition now.
hope i can stay awake.
byees. <3

baaack.

2010-07-31T19:44:00.004+08:00

im back on facebook & twitter!
nyeehhehehe.
.. even though its not like ive been gone for long. lawl

basically its because i thought of a new way to study.or a new schedule.
like, instead of skipping school to study at home,
ill skip school and follow my parents to work,
where theres no guitar, or tv, or computer for me to get distracted by :D
so itll be like, 5-6 hours there, and then id head
straight for tuition, which i have almost everyday! awesomeee.

and everyone is going like,
school not teaching already?
thing is, i already practically learnt the whole syllabus
through tuition, and the school teachers
sorry to say this
but the school teachers suck.
well, except for a few.
but majority of them pretty much suck. lawl

neways i just found tumblr
yea im pretty out dated i know,but like
it has sooo many pretty pictures of girls!!
:D
and no im not lesbian, but
theyre just soooo pretty! haahahah
heres a few that i reallysuperlove <3

if only we could take pictures like those in msia.
we'd probably just end up with dengue or something.
or be bitten by a hundred sandflies,
and get a horrible sunburn. not tan. lawl

anyways im off now.
seeee yaaa :D

yeaayy :D

2010-07-30T14:27:00.002+08:00

firstly, im getting a mic!! ^^
nyeehheheeheh super happy.
yesterday i was watching my own singing video
and my dad walked by and he was like
"what you using to record?"
and im like, my phone. ):
and hes like, "ill buy you a mic."
and i was like O.O YESSSS. haahhaha

then he was like, "the mic can plug in your phone arh?"
and i was like, no i need a webcam.
and hes like "ok, ill ask Mak to check"
(uncle Mak always helps my dad buys electronic stuffs)

& im supersuper happy because
the last time i went to my dad and told him
that i want to get a mic and a webcam
to record myself singing
hes like, "for what =.- no need to waste money." lawl

awesome!!

ill redo the cover of sunday morning yet again,
once i get the mic. lawl
hopefully he gets a real good one. =.-

*

anyways heres a poem i wrote today.
it sounds incomplete to me,
but ive no idea how to complete it.

To fight fire with fire,
Or ice with ice,
Is throwing a boomerang,
To be slapped back twice,

To burn ashes of coals,
Or melt water of snow,
Is plainly daft,
Even fools would know,

So,

Don’t fight fire with fire,
Nor ice with ice,
Use one against the other,
But mercy still applies,

Don’t try vapourizing water,
Or crushing earth and soil,
Is just wasting time,
& not worth the toil.

dude.

2010-07-29T14:07:00.003+08:00

so today, the upper form5 classes were all in the dewan lama
for a lame sejarah ceramah,
and suddenly we hear like the bell go off real loud,
and like dude. hahahah it didnt stop after a few seconds as usual,
it just went on and on and on,
and all the students and teachers were panicking.
was pretty funny (:
the form5s just remained seated in the dewan though.
we expected it to be nothing as usual lawl.

then when the alarm finally stopped ringing,
suddenly we see like huge puffs of smoke outside the window
and theres like a firetruck there. haahahah
ive noo idea what happened.
i doubt there was actually a fire or anything
because the form4s were just sitting at the side
and clapping everytime theres a puff of smoke. =.-
you can see the smoke in the picture. hahahh
yea i know my school looks like a freaking jungle.

*

anyways before the ceramah,
fabi and i decided to record a cover of Breakeven my The Script.
were gonna redo this cover, but ill just post it up for fun :D

sunday morning.

2010-07-28T20:27:00.004+08:00

today amidst studying sejarah

as usual, i got distracted

and decided to try to record a cover of

Sunday Morning by Maroon 5 instead :D

my guitar sucks ok i know.

so does the sound quality. =.-

this song is really fun to sing though. hahaaha

i really want an actual mic. that i can use to record.

anyone want to sponsorr? T.T

..

redid a slower version(?)
cant tell. hahah i think its better though.
a little. lawl whatevs.

randoms.

2010-07-28T13:12:00.005+08:00

haahaha i told my dad to get me healthy cereal bars

and he came home with this. cadbury.

but, if you havent tried this, i swear you have to.

its soooo good. =.-

my classmate adopted two kittens from school yesterdaaaaay!!
T.T
theyre supersupersuper cute.
theyve got em bluish grey eyes. haih.
she saw them walking around and decided to keep em. lawl
if only my mum had a thing for poor abandoned stray kittens.
unfortunately if i did bring them home she'd probably just ask me
to throw them back out.

*

so i was sitting with my friends in school yesterday
and they were all going like
"im so not coming school tomorrow
its such a waste of time"

and all of them started saying theyre not going to be coming to school
and i was like
.... can you guys say that into the camera?
haahahha
i wanted to show my dad in case he wanted proof
that no one goes to school anymore. =.-

anyways this post is super random. hahah
back to sejarah. eesh. byeeth.

kitten. ;)

2010-07-26T19:15:00.003+08:00

first of all, yes, i reallyreaaallyreaallyreally want a kitten.
when i get a kitten, im going to name it Meow,
because my mum calls me Meow. haahahah
yea i know its weird. but whatever.
i always think of myself as a cat anyways. ^^

anyway the actually story for this post is
nyeheheehheahehae kinda sick if you get it.
im just going to put it in dialog form.

(manda stares at someone's hair brush with a ball of hair
that was on the table)
manda: whose hair is this??
me: my kitten ^^
manda: uhh. why your kitten hair so long?
me: ... i have a hairy kitten?

haaahahahahahh do you get it??!?!
lawl its pretty sick.
but its so funnyyyy.
i didnt mean for it to be so sick ok.
i sincerely randomly thought of saying its my kitten's hair.
and no, i dont have an actual kitten.
haih if you dont get it. its ok.
but if you do, funny right?? right? haahhaha :D

just a random post.
ok back to sejarah. byee.

what am i to do. ):

2010-07-24T21:46:00.005+08:00

this picture is sooo pretty, i just had to post it up (:
she barely looks real. hahaahaha
gosh id love to wear that as my wedding dress.

*

anyways i was just thinking over
about what im going to do after spm.
like what i want to study and stuff.
hahahh i know ive been saying, broadcasting journalism.
and everytime i tell my mum that shes like
why do you want to study thaat??
and in my head its just blank.

honestly theres nothing i want to study. =.-
i dont like math, so i dont want to do counting.
i dont like science, so im not going to do anything
that is science related.
i dont like memorizing, so law is out of the topic.
i cant design so that cuts off any creative stuffs.
im so not meant to be a teacher,
& i dont like studying anything geogaphical or botanical (=.-)
i dont like the idea of studying business because
it just doesnt interest me.
i dont think theres much of a future in studying theatre or music.
i have no interest in engineering whatsoever
and i dont want to be an astronaut.

all i can do that is at least acceptable
is write. O.O
and even at that im no where near as good as my sister.
(who studied copywriting)

so like.. yea.
all i know, is that i reallyreally want to be famous. HAAHAHAH
no idea how im going to get there, but i will.
i hope. :D
ill probably just go and join any available reality competition.
haahahaa that'll work rightt?
.. if i do you have to support and vote for me kay!! thanks. heheh
im just going to keep on working
on my aussie accent and hopefully
be able to pull it off perfectly one day. lawl

p.s if you see me doing something else
(as in, working with a particular job or whatever)
please do come and tell me.
who knows, you might change my course
of life or something. haahah
no. seriously. tell me. i need to knowww.
thanks (:

& hopefully ill get a revelation soon enough.

light.

2010-07-21T22:44:00.003+08:00

today i was in the cellgroup meeting.
(its a small meeting of a few people
that stay in the same neighbourhood
that we hold, fornightly)
and the youth were discussing among ourselves.
and we somehow came to the topic,
of the image we have of God.
in what light do we see Him in?

Many people have different images of God,
and mainly the images they have in their minds,
are the images that they see with their eyes.

Some people see God as a fierce and angry god
from observing terrorism and jihads.
Some people see God as a strict god,
from observing overly kept religious rules.
Some see God as a figure who is far away,
from observing people who lack of faith.
but i see God,
as my Father who absolutely loves me
from observing His act of sending His one
and only son, to die on the cross for me.

As my daddy said,
we have to have the right image of God.

& yes, He is loving and all that,
but He also calls for obedience.
Some people take that too literally though.
Nowadays, to stray from the right thing
has no doubt become something so easy
and scarily unoticable at times.

"Your eyes is your light that fills your heart.
If your light is darkness, how much darkness
is you heart filled with?"

Now the thing is not to keep a balance
and to stay on the gray line.
You have to choose, white or black.
Standing on the tip of the fence doesnt make sense.
you're either on one side, or the other.
Which side are you on?
Are you sure you're on the right side?

its too bad theres no like
machine to check how much on track i am.
dont know bout you, but this issue is really important to me
because i believe that the spiritual realm
is very much as real as the physical realm.
just because we dont see it, doesnt mean its not there.
you cant prove God, because if you can,
He would be God now would He.

hope this post doesnt offend anyone.
i just felt like posting this up. :D

have a goodnight peopless.

mcd breakfast

2010-07-20T18:54:00.002+08:00

so yesterday, amanda was in my class
and fabi was next to me,
and there was no teacher
and we were real bored
and someone went, 'i want mcd breakfasttt'
and im like '.. lets go la'
and fabi was like 'jom la. wait. how? =.-'
and im like ' go out through the hole. :D'
and fabi is like, 'the whaa?'
haahahahah

you see, around our school theres a fence,
part of the fence is fully concrete,
other parts are metal bars.
and some genius pulled out a whole bar,
big enough for students to climb in and out.
so we sneaked to that part of the fence
and while standing in front of the hole
contemplating whether to go out
a whole group of guys who skipped school in the morning
were heading towards the hole from outside.

i was like " are the using the hole too??"
(three of us stare at them)
... "i think they're using the hole.
(still staring)
..... "yeap. they're using the hole."

haahahah quite awkward id say. =.-
they were staring at us and we were
staring at them climbing through the hole. wtc weyh. lawl

but anyways we climbed out
made a dash for fabi's car
drove off to mcd
went through the drive thru
got out mcd breakfast
sneaked back in
and ate it in class like nothing happened. :D

*
and today, fabi and i decided we needed mcd again
so yea. same story.
minus the guys. haahahha
school is like SUCH a waste of time i tell you.
you have to experience it to know.

we literally dont learn anything in school,
that today all i brought in my school bag was

my sweater
my pillow
my soft toy
my bottle
& my pencilbox.

(& this is my dear pillow whos name is Kyle.
& yea the white stuff
is my drool since i sleep with it every night. HAHAH)

and even if theres a rule agaisnt bringing pillows to school
who cares. :D

p.s. im going to play badminton again later. cant wait! ^^

love.

2010-07-18T13:23:00.003+08:00

today daddy said this line
that i find reallyreally nice.

"When searching for the one you love,
search for the one that makes you
want to celebrate life."

hahah theres nothing else for me to say.
im still waiting for that guy.
i hope he's handsome. haahahahaaha
how to celebrate life with a not handsome guy.
quite hard right. lawl
well for now while my hormones are still wild
and im still a teenager,
id want a handsome husband.
but who knows who ill end up with in the end right.

the world's definition of love today
is so messed up.
people place so little value on the word,
and too many people mistake lust for love.
its pretty sad actually.

anyways, here is something for my future husband :

I hope, that as i am saving myself for myself
for marriage, you are doing the same too.
& that when we finally meet,
you wont fall for me because of my looks or whatever
but because of who i am.
I hope you develop the skill of patience starting now
so that when were together,
you would be able to use it very well.
You also have to be a left hander and so
anywhere we sit, ill sit on the right
And you sit on the left.
except when were in the car of course. =.-
I want to see the eiffel tower with you,
and eat at one of those cafes by the streets in paris.
just because it looks very romantic in movies.
I want to name our son Kyle & our daughter Claire.
& we are definitely hiring a maid for the house ok.
I hope you will be the one that
understands me the most,
and would let me have a kitten
because ive wanted one my whole life.
Most of all, i hope you love God as much as i do.
please take care of yourself
where ever you are, and dont get into
a freak accident or anything
because i cant very much marry a dead person can i.
I LOVE YOU. ( whoever you may be. )
see you someday. <3>

furry fishys

2010-07-17T00:27:00.003+08:00

i look so extremely chinese in this picture
and im super peeved at myself right now
because after editing it,
i accidently saved it over the original copy.
so i dont have the original picture
and im left with this grayscaled one. eesh,

today i decided to put my fringe as center parting.
haahahah like in the picture.
i think its cute okk.

alot of stars have center partinggg.
Vannessa Hudgens, Kim Kardashian, Jessica Simpson etc.

anyways, today my sister and i went on an impromptu
trip to times square because she had to buy some stuff.
the clothes there are so nice nowww.
Theyre like cotton on kinda style.
and SUPER cheap.
unfortunately, all times square's clothes
somehow are only made for short people.
so i cant wear most of the dresses and skirts.
and the skirts are the prettiest. its really sad ok. ):

ooh but i got this white lace korean looking top though.
its so pretty. haahahha
ill take a picture of me in it one day.
youve got to see it.
even my parents love it. =.-

*

so i just had a random thought,
if fish had fur, id probably like them alot more.
like a bunnyfish or bearfish.
since catfish and dogfish already exist
and sadly do not have fur.
id name my bunnyfish, Binglypops
and my bearfish, Springopippy.
and id train them to do synchronized swimming,
and to fart and yawn at the same time.
since my sister says that fishes actually do fart and yawn.
(not at the same time of course.)
but i will train Binglypops and Springopippy to do so.
because my furry fishes will be champions. :D
and i will also feed them brinjol skin
just so that their poop will be purple in colour
and will be very pretty floating in the water.

anyways i think i need sleep.
goodnightt.

butterfliessss.

2010-07-16T10:48:00.004+08:00

so this morning
i was staring outside the balcony
because there were soooo many butterflies.
so pretty i tell youu (:
there were even three of them flying in a row.
theres so many of them, i cant count.
better than a butterfly park. lawl
... i was tempted to get the bb gun and shoot at them though.
just to see what would happen. haahahahha
dont ask. im weird.

anyways the butterflies made me
think of writing a happy poem
and i know its a little kiddy
but its happy and who doesnt like happy stuff :D
*
*

Give me a paper,
Pass me a pen,
I'll now go into a world of pretend.
I shall fly
into the air,
& act as gravity, it isnt there.

Give me rhythm,
Play me a song,
Won't you come and sing along?
I'll dance as if my feet had wings,
& symphonize with violin strings.

Give me a reason,
Hand me a rhyme,
Of why we sometimes live a mime,
& keep our voice and thoughts inside,
Till unneeded sadness us, betide.

Give me a chance,
Ill give you a view,
Of why we start each day anew,
Its not to mourn about days gone by,
But to find new reasons of living this life.

2010-07-15T22:22:00.003+08:00

i was going to blog about badminton
and how sore my whole body is now
and how my forearm muscles need some serious training
and how usually like a few ladies would go
but when i went, none of them came
and i was the only girl
and post up pictures that i took of them boys playing
and how my right middle finger
hurts alot at its tip (i have no idea why)
.. eyh dont think sick.
and how now typing hurts.

but i figured id blog about something else today
which is,
*
*
*

the devastating news,
of me being chosen for National Service.

LIKE SERIOUSLY??!
me of all people. DUDE.
im soooo not going to waste 3 months
where i could be using either studying for
my SATs, or getting a part time job
at KLCC or something
and meeting hot ang mohs ok.
oh and meeting Johnny! T.T

i sooo do not want to go
based on the stories i hear.
frog in the kawad boots??
one side of the slipper stolen??
no phone except on weekends??
death & rape cases??(!)

honestly the one that freak
me out the most is the frog in boots.
like eewwwww.
imagine if it freaks out and like
starts jumping around in the boot
and your foot is still there. wtheck. sick.

i know alot of people also said its fun.
but im not exactly a people person.
yes, im shy ok. if you find it hard to believe. lawl
and i dont like crowds.
if the government is really running out of money
isnt it best if they just cancel NS. =.-

sorry for such a bimbo post.
hahaa id write summore
but my finger is killing me.

till i think of something worth posting,
and my finger is all better,
goodnightt.

badminton!

2010-07-13T18:51:00.004+08:00

so my dad and a bunch of church members
play badminton at kklub every tuesday
at around 9pm or whatever.
and today i feel like following my dad and playing too.
and so, i got out my tennis outfit
(i bought one even though i dont know
how to play tennis)
and im wearing it later!! haahhahaaha

& im super excited
... to wear the outfit out. HAAHAHA
i mean i like badminton and all,
and i can be pretty good at it kay
given my super biceps... *ahem
but wearing the outfit is part of the fun.
sorry if i sound like a bimbo.
cant help it.
the outfit is cute! haaahahaah

i wore it once to jog before.
i bet i looked like a complete retard.
who jogs in a skirt??!
..except for me. (:

anyways if youre reading this
and its still before 11,
come on by kklub and watch me if you want
so i can show off my awesome badminton skills.
HAAHA. kidding.
ill be trying my hardest not to trip and fall.

&& i knoww i should be studying
but health is important too rightt?
isnt that why we have pjk in school?
yes, im right.
this is a must ok. :D

wish me goodluck
and that ill beat at least
one uncle in badminton. nyehehe.

colours that i miss.

2010-07-12T21:11:00.004+08:00

know what i miss?
colourful popcorn <3

(... ignore the drinks in the picture)

ive been craving for it for agess.
some of you may be like,
"eww, wat the heck is that"
or some may go like
"yuckk theyre so gross!"
or some may go like
"yea i miss it tooo ):"

im one of those that miss it.
they used to sell it everywhere!
At the sundry shop, or even the roti man would sell it.
as a kid, i never really liked it because it was
too sweet, but now that i think about it..
i just miss it.
it has like a really weird taste.
which just makes it special :D

i know this is like super random right,
but i was studying sejarah
and somehow when i study sejarah
my brain suddenly thinks of everything else
except what its supposed to be thinking,
which is sejarah.
because only aliens would like sejarah.
.. come to think of it,
i think even aliens wont like it.

anyways,
apparently people say it can be bought at pasar malams.
.... i waaaaaaant. T.T
if you see it please buy for me kayy?
kay. thanks. haahhaaha

*
*

ooh another random thing.
you HAVE to read this if you always go to NZ,
the big one opposite wangsa walk,
and order anything that comes in a bowl
like tom yam or whatever.

next time you do,
check out the blackness of the bowl.
at first none of us bothered cause
we thought its just burnt or whatever
and come to think of it,
that doesnt even make sense
cause its not like they put fire in the bowl
or anything hot enough to burn it.
one day, my brother decided to use his spoon
and scrape at it.
and guess whaaat.
the black stuff actually came out :D
soo, he scraped his friend's name on it.
'AH KIT'

next week, we went there again.
(our youth group always go there around like 20 of us)
and one of the girls ordered tom yam,
and after eating she was like.. eh?
there was the name,
in its nicely scraped, clear and big form.
i shouldve taken a picture.
freaking gross i tell youuu!!
it shows how much they wash their bowls and stuff kay.
one whole week passed, and the name was still there.
sick. sickkkk.

anyways back to studying.
or daydreaming.
whichever you call it.
byee (:

melissa.

2010-07-11T17:24:00.007+08:00

so today is the first day,
that im in the car,
and melissa is driving.
after being friends all sixteen and half years of my life,
shes finally driving us around :D

and may i just say,
she is like the scariest driver. EVER.
haahahahahhah

after church we decided to go to WW
to try to get tickets for Eclipse.
which was a total failure.
So we went to cold storage and walked around instead.
i love her soo much cause shes probably
the only one that enjoys walking around
cold storage with me. :D
i think cold storage is cool ok.
all supermarkets should stock up items
like cold storage does.

anyways, this post is supposed to be about her driving.
here are the fail moments(fm) of today :

first fm: almost got hit by a lorry

second fm: almost hit a motorbike

third fm: i think the car almost skidded off
when she was turning at the corner

fourth fm: parked like, extremely senget

fifth fm: turned off the engine and was ready to
leave the car, realized that she didnt wind up the window

sixth fm: got back in the car, realized that we didnt
off the air con when we left the car

seven fm: car couldnt stop moving backwards
At the kfc drive thru

eighth fm: almost got hit by a stupid
reversing kancil. (this wasnt her fault)

ninth fm: almost destroyed the car bumper at
one of the bumps.

tenth fm: almost drove off the cliff.
because of her french fries.

the last one is the best. hahahh

she was driving up the hill,

And i passed her, her french fries
so she put it in the drink holder thing
which happened to be in front of the air con
and since she didnt want the fries to get cold
she went like, 'MY POOR FRIESS'
and tried to adjust them,
totally not looking at the road,
and im not looking at the road either
since i was laughing at her retardness,
and when she looked up she was like
craaaaaap!!
because we were heading right for the cliff.
haahahaaha
and faster turned the wheel the other direction.
if she hadnt look up,
we'd probably be dead by now. lawl

anyways meli if youre reading this,
i still love you baby!
im just not going to let my future children
be driven around by you :D

p.s. for all you drivers out there,

pleaaase drive safely.
accidents are so not funny.

2010-07-10T22:39:00.002+08:00

This song has been totally stuck in my head.
& I super love it.
Apparently the composer wrote the song,
after her daughter passed away or something like that.
and if you dont know by now,
yes, im a christian.
i love Jesus and im proud of it!

This is my prayer in the desert
When all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

This is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flame

I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here.

its a wig, silly.

2010-07-09T23:16:00.003+08:00

haahahahaaha
For those of you who like
almost got a heart attack after seeing my pictures,
im sorry. :D
i was toooo bored and i was like
hey why dont i try on my mum's wig. lawl

i still have my super long hair as you can see.
i will never EVER in my life,
chop my hair off like that.
you can take my word for that. hahaa

so after spm, i want to curl my hair again,
dye it either black or very dark brown,
get coloured contacts,
super red lipstick,
and try to look like megan fox. haahahah
cant waitt! ^^

p.s. i know i use 'haahaha' alot.
it just somehow makes things less serious.
and im actually saying 'haahaha' in my mind
everytime i type it out anyways, so, bear with me.

chopped!

2010-07-09T12:10:00.003+08:00

so i decided to go for a haircut.
and chop off all my hair. :D

....
haaahhahaha
but it looks quite cute doesnt it ^^

im baaccck.

2010-07-09T11:11:00.004+08:00

so ive decided to start blogging again.
hahaahah even though its getting closer to spm.
probably wont update much though.

went for my last report card day of my life today.
i think it lasted for about.. 4 minutes tops.
i have like the most awesome class teacher.
yesterday, she was like,
"tomorrow when your parents come,
tell them not to talk too much,
because i want to go eat my lunch too."
haahahhahah
so she just complained about my marks
but said im a prety obedient student.

thats an example of a pretty fail teacher.
here are a few other examples,
but im not gonna write their names.
for all i know, some teachers are reading my blog =.-

teacher: mana bdak lain?
student: ponteng.
teacher: ah biarlah ponteng.

teacher: your class no wifi signal?
student: gott. but that corner only.
teacher: cheeh. my room is the best.
got the strongest wifi. eyh you use facebook arh?

student: (going through facebook)
hey isnt that the counselling teacher?
... is he smoking in the picture??! O.O

student: (sprays name on floor)
teacher: apa ini?? saya pijak nama kamu.
saya pijak, SAYA PIJAK!!
(while stamping her foot on the name)

the last one is my personal favourite.
i will remember it for life.
haahahhah you shouldve been there
i swear it was super funny. :D

anyways im going off for lunch now.
hope you guys have a great day.
p.s. the header is just temporary. i know its lame.

wow.

2010-07-08T23:13:00.003+08:00

wow. i cannot believe, im actually updating my blog.
its been agesss. hahahaa
probably no one is even going to read this, but what the heck.

So ive been like super super busy.
my eyes have permanent black circles under them.
im serious.
its pretty pathetic actually. lawl
and im guessing its going to get worse
as it gets nearer to spm

so many things have happened,
And having the goldfish memory that i have,
i already forgot most of it.
but i just know that,
this year, is passing by like
extremely fast.
extremelyEXTREMELY fast.
i cant even put to words,
how i feel about the fastness
of how this year is passing by. =.-

anyways here are a few things ive been up to:

1. trying to speak proper english, and cutting out all
the "lah, mah, leh, worh, neh, wan, meh etc."
and watching biggest loser Australia
to try to pick up the aussie accent. haahaha

2. moved from facebook to twitter, because
facebook is full of retards who just spam peoples
walls, and i have to get all of it on my news feed
and its just like, ew.

3. studying. or.. trying to. at least ive been
putting in effort! haahahha

4. eating.

5. eating alot.

6. working out my arms.
im pretty proud of my biceps actually.
its my triceps that are failures. hahahah

7. dreaming big dreams.

8. getting all stressed up at the thought of spm.
especially since the year is flying by.
im pretty sure, before i know it, its going to be spm already.
i cant believe its already the first week of July!
like wtheck. haahah

anyways, i hope,
you, whoeveer is reading this,
has been doing alright.
follow me on twitter btw! :
elizabeth_tsm

till i feel like blogging again,
take care (:

formspring.me

2010-03-10T22:30:00.001+08:00

ask me more cause im boreddd. bleh. http://formspring.me/november1893

.. hati you bedebar-debar erh?

2010-02-09T21:42:00.004+08:00

Hii! i decided that im gonna name my posts from now on.
or at least while i still feel like naming them. just for fun.

everybody has been soo busy.
im not the only one that has partially abandoned blogging =.-
its gonna be a crazy year i tell you.
im so stressed up already. lawl

everyday, im sure to get a comment from someone
that goes like this,

" lizzie, what happened to you? "
or this
" lizzie, whats up with the eyebags? "
or this
" lizzie, not enough sleep? "
or this
" lizzie,you look really tired."
or this
" lizzie, what have you been doing lately la?
So busy? "

like dude. YES ok. i need more sleep.
leave me and my eyebags in peace.

*
*

so as you may or may not know,
i modelled for my sister
at her small runway show
at Twenty-One kitchen+bar.
(which btw has awesome lunch deals. im serious.
their aglio olio is heavenly.)

pictures are up on facebook so im not gonna upload em.
except this one.
which is me with my afro after i took out all the pins.
hahahaa
maybe one day ill get this hairstyle for real. LAWL
thatd be cool.

*
*
& this is me now. with my bangs. haahhaha
i look better with it in person ok i promise. lawl
and if youre wondering
"whaat?? why did you cut it like thaat??"
its because i was bored of my old fringe ok.
and i think its kinda cute neway. haahaha
who cares la i look like bdak kecik ke ape en.

*
*

today in school we did the body check up thing.
turns out, i have to lose 2.1 kg of fat.
haahahahah
result of my super binges.
naice.
well, good luck to me.
if i ever decide to go on a diet again that is. (:

oh and if youre wondering what my title means,
its not anything scandalous ok.
the nurse said it to me when she was
measuring my blood pressure today. lawl
apparently the normal count is 60-80 or something.
mine was 101. haahahaha
i always knew my heart beats really fast.
Thats why my head gets really red after jogging
and my chest hurts like crap if i stop straightaway.

ill update as soon as possible.
oh ya, & i seriously cant believe i have
no cny clothes at all. literally.
first time. ever.
no time to shop la. haih

till im free to blog boringrandonstuff again.
cyaaa. <3>

2010-01-17T23:14:00.005+08:00

sorry ive not been blogging.
i realized almost all my posts
are about me and my life. how boring.
but you still read it, so whateverrr. hahahaaa (:

anyways, been super busy with homework and tuition. gahh.
even if i go on facebook nowadays, its only through my phone.
i cant believe its only the second week of the year.

this is year is going by SUPERslowly i tell you.
i get so tired just thinking about spm. lawl
so lazy to study already.

AND ive been eating like a pig. im serious.

everyones been telling me that. haahahha
i dont know why ok. my self discipline just vanished.
hopefully it comes back soon =.-

anyways i gots this new dress from cotton on.

so i buy this one item right,
and they give like a metre long receipt.
... ok fine thats exagerated, but seriously
its like at least fourteen inches long.
what a waste of paper. haih

& i really dont know where i get these blueblacks.
they just seem to appear everytime.
and this one is so odd.
its like some vampire or bat
with very blunt teeth, tried to bite my hand
but after trying for awhile, it just gave up and flew off
leaving the two circles of bruises. haih

im either sleepwalking in my sleep,
or im just really very fragile.

*

cant wait till i get out of high school.
meanwhile, ill keep doing my situps
so i can get sixpacks and look like superman.
cause itll be cool ok thats why. (:

*

i really want to go to Hollywood.
Ashy youre so luckyy! hahah

*

i really want to eat the new Puff Crust
in Dominos ok. ive been wanting it for
Sooo long now. never got a chance to eat it.
haih.

*

im going to sleep now. goodnight.

2010-01-02T00:32:00.006+08:00

* * *
First potrait picture of the year :
(i know i look like minnie mouse ok. whatever. lawl)

First meal of the year :
(kimchi noodles. forgot to take the picture
before i ate it. hahahahaa i know it looks gross.)

First movie of the year :
I Love You Beth Cooper

what a boring show. omgoodness =.-
but you should totally watch 500 Days of Summer.
soooo nice. and i loved all the soundtracks of the movie.

First group picture of the year :
dont have it. hahaha somewhere
with my sister's friends.

this list could go on and on i guess
but i just realized im too lazy
since i dont have the other pictures =.-
and i feel like drinking pineapple juice. haih

*

*

anyways my New Years Resolutions are to :

1. grow closer with God.
2. lose weight and maintain my bmi at 17.8.
3. be more sociable*
4. be more patient with people.
5. study really hard?

* gotta learn from B. ^^

NOWADAYS ALL I CAN THINK OF IS FOOD.
no idea why. its like im on a Super Binge.

neways all the other pictures, i dont have yett.
ill post em up if i ever get them. lawl
for now, goodnightt.
oh & HAPPY NEW YEAR, AGAINN. (:

2009-12-27T20:32:00.005+08:00

*
*
*

christmas didnt really feel like
every other christmas this year.
so many stuff happening and its
over just like that.

and ive been soo tired.
no idea why.
i know ive been busy.
going out almost every day
but if you ask me what ive been so busy doing
i honestly can tell you, i dont know. lawl

*

went to watch avatar 3D.
freaking awesome show. seriously.
after watching it, you will feel very happy
for no particular reason. ahahahah
like christina said,
" After watching it, you feel like
nothing is impossible!"
haahahah very true you know. lawl

&& im watching it again tomorrow ^^

*

bought my SAT book to start studying.
only read through a few pages though.
the book is so big i tell you. haih.

*

this was the huge and abnormally red bruise
i had on my right arm from paintball at camp.

and this was the bruises i had on my legs. lawl
i went to the prom with my legs in this condition. can you imagine??
thank God for concealer. haahaha

*

and this is what happens,
when you ask me to cut carrots.
i cant cook ok. hahahaa
this picture was taken like more than
12 hours after i cut my finger.
was still bleeding. nice.

the cut was so deep.
never seen so much blood come out
from my finger at once before haahaha
it was like part of New Moon
minus the hot vampires.

the only reaction i got was
melodie, the maid, and auntie kim
going ewwwwwwwwww.
cause the blood started to drip

on the chopping board. lawl

*

i just realized that nowadays i lack pictures
because our camera is spoiled. haahaha
no idea why we dont get it fixed =.-

neways i wanna go eat fruit loops now.
been stuffing my face with food all week. yay.
byees <3